After 8 long hours of journey,just thinking about the unrealistic summer that I just spent and unbelievable person I met.
I finally reached back my home.I have never really noticed my home before at all,I found even walls of my home Interesting,I never realised that there was even a painting framed of running white horse so beautiful and hypnotising as such that I started imagining my life and what should there be other then my angel in my house where I wanted to grow old with her and I want to share everything to and with her since then.
How fascinating it was for young man who barely even talk to anyone and never literally thought of anything was planing his after retirement schedule.Things that didn't changed in years were to change now,there was whole lot of surprise for his little world as he was going to be a whole new person now.
The first day at school after summer breaks the same kid who used to feel out of the world was enjoying his classes,for the time he understood what actually is being taught.
It was first time I knew what actually was going around me,it felt that after meeting my miss I figured out everything and this time I wanted to work hard for her,hard enough that next time it should be me helping her out of mathematics problems.I was so passionate about all that was being taught.
My science lessons,they felt like they were made for me just to read them once and zaapp they are in my brain,clear solid concepts.SST-history, geography,civics everything was making sense it was so clear and understandable that I didn't even need to focus so hard just read them once and you good go.Everything was going so nice specially maths,in same coachings where I was kind of struggling I was now leading other mates by a chapter or more.
I was so surprised,It wasn't hard any more to talk to people or to make friends.In fact whole class was now like a gang to me.
Some became close enough that they even shared there personal stuffs that they only used to discuss it with me or some special people including me.All I can think at that time was that what actually is changed.
How a person can be so magical that in a snap of fingers everything just turned fine and to be honest it was all so perfect.
Every day I go back to home and in free time used to think about how she would be doing?,if she had eaten anything? or,is she missing me? counted stars outside of the window in the dark sky just to fall asleep because it was so hard to sleep wondering when i was gonna meet her next,my longingness for her was increasing day by day,I was addicted.Overthing a bad habit that I picked up for that time,since there was no other mean to communicate to her I used to create these imaginable situations that what if she'd be here?what her reactions might be?will she be offended or feel annoyed by the way I m longing for her?what if she stopped talking? and used to get depressed of this stuff.But I was also true lover how could I let few disappointments drown me down i have made several efforts to join my dad on his journeys back to grandparents.
After my unsuccessful trail I finally got some hope of life,my love life,it was this September my grandfather's condition was bit out of order so did my father visited just to make sure he was doing fine and so was my glamourous chance to visit my chocopie.
We left saturday morning at 4:30 a.m. as it is just fine time for Ridders to set up for a voyage.It took us 6 hours to reach our destination,tiering enough,after sitting on bike for hours just thinking does no good but exhaust us and so was I exhuasted, I was so tired that as I slept as I laid down on the charpai.But I had a beautiful intrupption by sweet anxious voice that firmly said"has he come with uncle,for real?"
Her voice was remedy for all my troubles,my tiredness was like slipped into air with every breath that I exhaled.I rose and sat impatiently, I gazzed into her eyes they sparkling,as if it was rain in years,a sign of relief.Her blushing pink cheeks told I straight away how much this confrontation was needed.
Things were changed between us in ways,as the boy once clueless was now a expert princesses handler,I used to trouble her,pull her by waist then let her go,enjoy her cheeks,played with her hairs running fingers through them,helped her in mathematics.
It was one after noon she returned from school,changed her dress and came to my home to ask me for food but i knew she was about to come so i hid behind the door.
"Heyy nitin,where the hell are you,you idiot,my mom is asking for food"she shouted loud in my home.
I went silently and hugged her from behind.
"you are under arrest madam"i said in soft low tone.
she nodded first as she was frighted but as she realised that I was the officer arresting her she surrendered romantically.
She asked"what would my punishment be sir?"
aaahhaaa that damned voice I could have give her my life straingt away for it,it was so sexy and tempting to hear that I just turned her around towards me facing each other.
I grabbed her waist and leant her against the wall and pushed her against the wall.It was the movement of the year,we were both breathing heavily,my heart was beating so hard that we literally heard every beat,it was all getting so hot and heavy.I rose my hands from her waist sliding over her to the face,ran fingers through her hairs and made her hair clinched aside and kissed her forehead and then her cheek.
she then came closer to my ear and wishpered into my ears"I'm the fruit all your and only yours,give me time let me ripe and gain some freshness,you won't regret harvesting me rather than eating raw"
It was like I felt a chill an electric current all over my body and her words were still resonating in my ears.Respecting her choice I just hugged her real tight and let go.
After sometime she went,I followed her for food at her home, I had lunch and came back to sleep.
At last day of my stay,in evening we sat on terrace together and were discussing about how we be in touch as it is really suffocating not being able to talk.She suggesting texting on phone but neither of us had phones nor even sim cards of our own.Then I said calling but we don't wanna get caught by our parents as they will get us married real fast before we even have time to enjoy as couples.She then said"yarr let's make it final on writing letters"
letter was affordable source but they come home and what if out parents found of then same,end up getting married too early.
Getting married was not the problem but not being able to enjoy as cute couple was.
Even after hour of discussion there was no conclusion suddenly the idea of creating Facebook IDs strikes my mind.
"see that is why I love you,you are born genious" she said and we were both shocked.
yeah!we love each other it was crystal clear concept between us but none of us have ever mentioned it to other one.
I asked "what did you just,you love me?"
she was blushing her face turned red but what courageous girl she was,"yes I do love you and I m not ashamed or afraid of the fact that I love this wierdo"she said proudly.
Honestly I have no idea what jhansi ki rani might be like untill then but now picture was quite clear to me as she locked down one of my hand to the breaking point pinned me down until I confessed"i love you too my darling".
It was for the first time we were officially girlfriend boyfriend,in real terms she let me kiss her cheeks for couple of minutes.
For me, those few couple of minutes was only thing that I could think of then.
My trip was over I came back home all I can think of was those few minutes god they were minutes of heaven.
After I reached my home back at night I logged into my FB account and first message I received was from my chocopie stating"what have you done you idiot,I just can't get those two minutes off my head..all I m doing is just smiling like idiots for no reason bt just remembering the moment..
u r my life take care..
#lovemylifelike.."
Good night sweet dreams I wishpered and fell asleep.