"so what did you tell the girl this time," says Teresa.
"I didn't tell her anything but asked if she was trying to find answers...and why do you care anyway?" I continue.
"I care because I thought you only had eyes for me?" she says.
"you know I can't make that exception,".
"but why not?"
"you know the reason why!" I yell slamming my hand against the table.
She backs away in fear.
"I'm...I'm sorry I didn't mean to. I look at her then sigh
"We made a deal ok it's not like we were meant to be".
"I know it's because your seeking something more aren't you?". I shut my eyes for a minute thinking she's right the only reason why I have her with me is so that I can live without dying.
Because right now her blood is the substance I need. But I still need something that will last which leads me to find the right person that will keep me alive and sustain me.
"Teresa please leave,"
"Am I right at least? she says. I got angry and I point to the door she follows my finger without saying a word.
I keep thinking if I should tell Avalin the truth about who she is. I know I have taken the book from her grasp but that doesn't change a thing. I know who Avalin is, the book may explain some of her roots. It doesn't have all the information she needs.
Either way, I am suffering. Teresa is the only one keeping me stable.
I can't keep relying on her because eventually
she will die. I have to find a way to keep myself and those around me alive. Some how keep Avalin safe by forgoing the promise I made for myself.