The day i will be changed

A day starts with a bright sunlight of the morning. Oops sorry i am wrong it was already the mid day sunlight. So imagine how many morning i have already missed in my life n along with it how many opportunities. Even though life was going on- wake up at mid day, no fixed time of eating time, no fix time of reading, no fix time of working out. And when the sun sets always wanted to dive on the bottle of drinks that has been killing from long tome ago. Dead drunk n sleep at late night n wake up at late morning again. But this is the day i say now its the time now i will change. Cause at the of 23 i am obese already, i don't have stamina, once a guy who used to be athlete now is the lazy shit like fat bear with lots of stomach problem, hard to breathe, if do something then get tired easily and no good performance on study. N feeling of vomiting everyday after waking up with the hangover. I was killing myself inside. And when it became so hard to spend the 24 hours of day then thats the time i say myself to change... well i will change but for few days but back to same habits. May be its million times i told already that yeah fuck its a time to change now.