-UNHEARD AND VOICELESS -
When you always have the feeling that no one understands you.
No one will ever want to listen to your sides.
Nobody cares about your feeling at all.
Nobody talks and nobody heard
I thought I'm done with this feeling
I thought the sting was already healed
I thought I'm not alone anymore.
I thought I'm done with the torture but I'm still into it again.
No words could describe my feeling right now.
A little consideration is what I need.
I can't handle giving in everytime.
I'm drown into dis nostalgic, sad moment.
The wound is so fresh, I cannot endure.
The pain is so deep, I cannot imagine how will it end.
The sadness I felt is everlasting.
I wasn't depressed, not anymore.
I was only begging for a one time day off from pain
Not to prolonged the sadness but to refill it with a pinch of happiness.
I was longing for a hug where I could scream and let go everything
Why can't you grant my wish instead you stab me once more.
I'm not asking for pleasurable things
I'm only asking for word of comfort and wisdom
My mind is so full of useless stuff that I don't like
Important matters I always forget why can't I erase every heartbreaking feelings and never ever remember it again.
Please. I can't open my mouth
I cannot let the tears get out of me
I can't just cry and acted like a baby
Because there are no room to cry and enough space to scream
Please sing me lullaby and make me sleep.
Make me fall into my deep slumber and never wake up again.
Let me feel the world where I can no longer feel pain
I'm human and I don't want it anymore