I was feeling uncomfortable with my wedding gown, then he said go change your dress.
As if i was waiting for your command i murmured. Then i went to change my dress i wored blue plain pj's.
flavia, who is one of spyglass of house and news spreader. she came inside with holding some sort of white cloth.
What is this flavia?
The white quilt is used to test if the bride is vergin by receving hymen blood she explained me.
Isn't it to outdated? I asked. Why are you scared? if you're innocent, what's is there to fear? just ingnore it he said. I am damsel but this is so disgusting situation with you i murmured.
flavia started to say, this is the tradition of general's office for generations, Then she left.
{What kind of family it is. this place sucks. }
Then he came near me, again suddenly he smashed his lips on mine with great force so i missed the balance and fall upon bed. He was upon me this time i can feel some hot water is released inside me.
Then i pushed him back. Your so selfish he said. It's not me, it's you devil. What did you say? he asked me. Blah,blah,blah i replied with making mocking face towards him. The he removed quilt and threw away from bed.
He jumped on bed, listen today i will sleep on bed,you on floor. My face turned red because of anger. why....why should i? i am girl after all. {it's time to play my trick } i leaft my house because of you right? so he said. So i deserve to sleep in bed, i jumped on other side of bed.
I covered my body with blanket and told him this bed is mine. You sleep on floor. Playing rogue? he started to snatch my blanket from me then i bited on his hand. If you beat a woman, you're not real man! i completed saying.
You think i can't do anything with you? he started to remove his clothes one by one. When my focus wasn't upon him, took me in his arm'sand place in couch and trowed some extra blanket upon me. Then i used it to cover my face from him. Again he went back on bed.
So i decided to sleep outside, i took my blanket slowly and walked into sitting area, where lights was off. No problem i can sleep here alone without that devil i was laughing how idiot he is.
I was about to sleep, what are you doing here? he asked me. Can't you see i am trying to sleep. The bedroom bed is your right? so i will sleep on this couch okay, i said with flashing sweetest smiling towards him. No way he said with cold hearted voice. He was dragging me so i pushed him back but this time he was really angry upon me. Again he smashed his lips on mine with great impact on my lips, this time i couldn't bear the pain so i end up crying loudly.
Pretending to be chaste? don't forget what you did to me before our marraige! .
I stood up in front of him and said, when did it happen? what do you want from me?
I want you to suffer from the pain that i am familiar with. then he carried me by my waist.
Leave me, let me go. I shouted at him.
Whole night i slept in floor. My body was hell hot and every nerve was hurting badly. Then he came inside and shouted upon me, This is not your house! that you can sleep whole day so get up and eat something. I was unable to tell him that i am not feeling well.
But still i mannage to get up by my own, then i reached to bathroom and then i fainted last thing i remember was door was opened.