What , I was right i did get reborn as this boys little sister but what happened to my body. As i kept being confused i caught a glimse of what they were talking . They were talking about me , i mean the me that had died.
After the accident this body of mine had to be born early and had to stay in the hospital for 4 months. Meanwhile my original body was in a coma. The wounds i had suffered from the accident were apperantly too deep also i had suffered severe brain damage. Resulting in my state of coma and my parents decision to end my artificial life.
So now my funeral was approaching and my new mom and brother wanted to attend. But feared i would cry a lot and would become a disturbance. In the end they decided to take me with them .
In my head the only thought was "I am dead and i am going to attend my own funeral." That had to be the wierdest thing i had ever come across. My existence in itself was weird and not logical.
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Without me understanding the morning came so fast. My mom got me and my brother dressed. Who would have thought my brother who looked so much older was in fact only seven. Now i somehow felt guilty for having said those last words to him. But now as his sister i could make him forget that incident.
When we arrived , everyone i knew was staring at us. Some of them with hatred and some of them with pity and tears. The ceremony was attended by all my school friends , my aunts , uncles and cousins. I could see the pain in their eyes. But what broke my heart the most were the faces of my parents and my brother. You could see the pain and devastation.
I feared they would hate this body of mine if i cried so i kept my tears inside. Suddenely my brother approached. My big brother Piter approached the baby , i mean me. I felt like telling him " Iam alive" , at that moment i remembered i was just a few months old and i could not talk. He took me in his arms and said "It's okay you can cry my sister wouldn't mind seeing you cry. She loved babies. You can cry little princess . We don't blame you for her death."
At that moment i could not hold myself any longer , i was tired of holding my tears. I started crying uncontrolably , everyone including my new family was shook. Could i have understood all that . Was that the reason why I wasn't crying. After he pated me and kissed me with tears in his eyes , I stopped crying.
After handing me to my mom he than told her he had a request. " If it isn't a bother to you i would like to come and see her from time to time. I study med school in Germany. So I don't come back home often. So i would wish to see her grow , so i can never forget what my sister did."
Mom nodded in acceptance. That was when we decided it was time for us to leave.