Could it be? Could it really be like one of this crazy transmigration stories that Sherry was captivated by? Isn't that supposed to be fiction?! Why is it my reality? Nooooooooooo! Nononononononono! Holy Mother have mercy!! I want to go home! Hoooome! I have a LIFE! I've worked hard to make it work!! I have people I care about!! Why would I just go playing musical chairs with my soul?! Sob Sob!
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Deep breaths. Deep breaths. In and out. In and out.
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Alright. Can't escape reality. This horrible no good reality. I've never understood how those people in those stories that Sherry insisted on gushing about, none of them seemed to be fazed much. They adapted so well! All that face slapping & revenge taking & destiny shaking... What's a potato to doooooo? Hngh.
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Wait. Could this be a reincarnation mode instead? Where the memories just boom! Popped back for some reason? Mmm... It could be... no? Maybe... But that still doesn't solve my problems. Who is this body? What is happening? I have no memories of this body so how do I bluff enough to escape being locked in a psychiatric institution? Do they have psychiatric institutions here? What if they think I am possessed & try to murder me?! How do I get back to my potato life in peace?
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Let's have a think on that... Wait. Hasn't it been quite a long time since the puking & fainting? Why hasn't someone come in? Like medicines? Food? Why is that there is a conflicted feeling of neglect & care? Is this body some kind of crazy psycho that everyone avoids? Or a little White Lotus that is easily bullied. Sigh. Hope it's not a White Lotus. Or a Green Tea Bitch that everyone's secretly wishing to do in but can't overtly. Green Tea Bitch. I never liked that monicker. I mean I like green tea. Some flavours are downright yummy too on top of being healthier. Why couldn't they be called something I hate? Like Bitter gourd Bitch or something? Sigh. Who are you body dear? What messes have you dropped me into? Can I just not? I just want my potato life back with silly Sherry pestering & LauLau looking at me with serious eyes while discussing the ethics & morality issues of her experiments? The old parents who I visited every weekend who cared for me as much was reasonable. The cats! My ancestors! Yoongichi & KenKen... I miss you...