'He doesn't love me isn't this a perfect timing?'
Her thoughts quickly became more and more depressing. It was clear that there wasn't love between them and even the feelings they were experiencing weren't well classified. You could call it 'like' or 'infatuation.' She knew as much as she was inexperienced, Xi Long wasn't a complete love guru either. His statements about being single this entire time was believable, for her to be the first girl he's ever liked? Not so much.