I was on my way home,i told myself i could just walk to James house sens it was only --- minutes away.I opened the door and left a note with my mug on top of the table,on the now there was a message that i wrote "I'm at T,s house i'll be back tomorrow,love Aryn" I grabbed, my keys and started walking.I knocked on the door,the door opened as the shadow of a greasy old man stared at me,his arm was blocking the door
Cliff-Who are you?
Aryn-im….um...Aryn
James-Let him in dad its for me
The man put his arm down and leaves and James takes his place at the door
James-you coming,we ain't have all day
I stepped in the house and looked around,there was empty beer bottles and used cigarettes everywhere.I took a seat on the couch.
Cliff-Me and your brothers are going to get more beer,we will be back in a few hours
James looked at them and noded,his dad and his three brothers walked out the door,there name s were Stan,Fred and Ted.
James-You wanna beer or what?
I hated beer but I was to scared to say no
Aryn-Sure
He pulled out tow cold beer from his fridge,there were covered in warm water drops.He sat next to me and put both of his feet up on the coffe table in front of us and hands me over a beer,I wrapped my hand around the top and struggle to take the top off,I looked at James as he popped his off and threw it on the table,he took a gulp and staired at me
James-What the fuck are you stairing at shit face?
Aryn-Oh um nothing
he ripped my bottle out of my hands and took the lid off and gave me my bottle back
Aryn-Thanks?,so where is the assignment?
James gets up and starts to walk and point s at a hallway full of doors
James-My room
I got up and followed him,he opends the last door and walks in,it was covered in posters of women,car's and guns.He grabs the assignment from his drawer and sits on his bed while drinking his beer.Its been almost 20 minutes that we have been working on the assignment but we started to question our last answer
Aryn-Im ninety-nine percent sure that we got it wrong
James-Man why are you busting my balls,five fucking minutes ago you said that that was the answer and now it ain't?
Aryn-Yes!
James-I don't fucking get why you think that
Aryn-Oh my god,you are so dumb the reason why the grass is green is bot because of the leaves because the are green because of the grass!
James-What the fuck thats the same thing!
We looked at each other in the eyes,James slowly gets closer,are noses were almost touching as his gentle hands touch my face we got even closer,his soft lips were pressed against mine.I took of my shirt as he did too,are lips touched again,I ran my hand through his hair as I lean on top of him.I opened my eyes,it was the next day,James was laying on his side still asleep.I got up and climb over him to get out,I grabbed my phone and looked at the time,it was 11:30 am.I looked at myself in the mirror on his dresser,my shirt was missing,I looked on the floor but it wasn't there,I glanced at James.He was wearing my gray long sleeve shirt,I started to panic,sweat was coming down for my face as I realized what happened.I took his sweater and ziped it up.But before I could leave I heared a voice,and in that moment I knew it my life was over
T-Were are you going so early?
Aryn-...Home
I got all red and wad scared of what she was going to say next
T-You and James were asleep wen I came home so I didn't wake you,im sorry we dins hang out yesterday I went to the mall while you guys were working and lost track of time
Aryn-Oh um that ok we can always hang later next weekend
T-Ok,see you later then
I cont believe it,she doesn't know or maybe she does.and just dint tell me,dosent matter im going home
Aryn- see ya
I walked in to find my mother reading the news at the table while drinking her coffee
Cindy-Back so soon?
Aryn-Yah but im going back to bed
Cindy-ok
I grabbed the rale and turned my head to my mother
Aryn-Oh mom
Cindy-Yes?
Aryn-Im gay
there was silent for a while,she looked at me and smiled
Cindy-I know