I hate this day the most. Not only did I saw my Lanlan with his ex-girlfriend this morning but he just confessed that he's inlove with someone else. He said he loved her then and is still inlove with her now. He calls me Little Girl but who's that Little Princess that he said he's inlove with? Is she younger than me? Is she more beautiful? Is she more lovely?
When I was still healthy, I used to be so confident about myself. Many people calls me Ms. Beauty and Brains. I stand 5 feet and 8 inches tall, makes me wonder why Lance is still calling me Little Girl. But kidding aside, If I took beauty pageants seriously I might have won Ms. Universe (yes that's how confident I am). I graduated college with flying colors (not to brag but I graduated cum laude), I passed the Engineering board exam only 3 months after our graduation then got to work in a multi-national company a month after I took my oath as an Engineer. I was so confident about myself that I just felt like when I got the chance to see Lance again, he will definitely fall inlove with me.
Sadly, there are turn of events. He suddenly stops responding to my emails and when we meet again I became the most pathetic human being on earth. I was diagnosed with cancer and now I lost my crowning glory. To make matters worse, he just casually confessed to me today that he's inlove with someone else. Goodbye self esteem, you are now totally crushed.
I'm now at home after today's check up and I'm having my afternoon meal. I did not realize that tears started to flow down my pale cheeks. "Honey what's wrong?" My Mom suddenly approached me with concern. "Do you feel pain anywhere or is there something wrong now with your tastebuds?" Mom tried to wipe away my tears with her hands. "I'm ok Mom, I might just be feeling tired." I tried to smile to assure Mom that I'm ok. I don't want to add more burden to her. She's been taking care of me 24/7 and I don't want to add more worry to her by telling her that I'm heart broken now. Oh I have been heart broken for 7 years, this is not something new.
Lance's POV. . .
Is she able to guess that I was talking about
her when I said that I have been inlove with a girl? Arghhh. . . what has gotten into me? Did I make her confused? I know things are complicated right now and I promised myself to be patient since my top priority is to bring her back to good health and do my best to cure her illness before I confess my feelings. What should I do? Is she feeling ok right now? Should I send her a message? Hah! I should call her. But she might be asleep already. I decided to just call Auntie (her Mom). Phone ringing. . . "Hello Auntie, Good Evening." "Oh Lance, Good Evening." She responded. "Hi Auntie, I just want to check if Sophie is still up." "She's already asleep, do you want me to wake her up?" "Oh no need Auntie, I just wanted to check if she went home safely." "I see, she arrived here in the afternoon, although it seems that she's not feeling ok because I saw her crying while she's having her late lunch. Did something happened Lance?" Her Mom asked. "I might have said something that made her cry. I will visit her tomorrow. Thank you for your time Auntie." "No worries, she is quite sensitive considering her situation. I'll tell her that you'll come and visit her tomorrow." "Thank you so much Auntie." "Alright, bye." And our conversation ends. Wait, why did she cried? I got worried about Sophie and seems I will not be able to rest properly tonight.