When work piled up, the days flew by quickly. Scarlet talked about her insecurities with Jedd77 that night after she came back from a photoshoot and felt much better knowing that there would be someone in the world that would miss her and wonder where she was if she screwed up on the mission. It was a rather twisted feeling but Scarlet wanted someone to feel as if they could never move on from her.
As her depression got worse with the demanding workload and expectations of others, Scarlet found herself experiencing more mood swings and darker thoughts she tried very hard to keep out of her mind. Her smile was still as beautiful as before in front of the cameras but her eyes had slowly lost their shine. The photographer that day must have noticed it too because he stopped the photoshoot halfway and told Scarlet to wear coloured contact lenses.
