"Let us join the flow of ethereal vibrations when love is at our fingertips and encounter the mystery and wonder of unsuspected instants. Let us dip into the marvel of the budding and the blooming spray of our dreams brightening up our path. ("Crystallization under an umbrella")
----Erik Pevernagie.
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E.H.
Well let's say from the orientation day onwards I rather we,me and Blue just went with the flow.We floated on the turbulent stream like paired autumn leaves with no expectations.
Yeah,I can guess your questions...what happened afterwards and were we friends again.....like flame and air...coexisting yet with the worlds apart in their nature.
To state simply,Blue though she was interested in my company she didn't join it and as for us being friends, that's a doom in mix.I can speak for myself that this time I won't be able to limit myself in the boundaries of friendship. I knew this from the day she stood up for me and held me when I was the monster I hated. That's a story of another day but the orientation day trickled only to a mere coincidence where we crossed paths and had a small talk.
The current started surging when I met Blue at their firm's summer party.Yes,I went there for I expected to catch a sight of her and it's also true that attending these kind of things were below me.Nevermind.
Each year,I am invited for being the chairman of their opposition pharm and more so because I personally respected their chairpersons,Samson and Hoovers.Both of them are warm people....edging to their sixties.
And coincidentally I did catch a sight of Blue there,running and managing the party alongside Jack.I never liked the boy,he's way too cheeky but he wears it as mask ....a murky story lurks behind that....Its astonishing but I don't how but I mastered on sniffing out the dark,for I often identity myself to be a shard of darkness too...Its something like when you constantly shroud yourself in dark,one tries to seek solace there as well.Therefore,I fear Jack... for his darkness might ensare Blue's heart like mine did.
Keeping this aside I seldom ponder,how the moon longs for the sun and later as she greets the sun in the morning and bades him goodbye, no matter how short the span be....they wait and cherish their togetherness....
I do long these.After marriage with Elena,I did try to adapt and accept her as my wife but the wrongness was way too prominent,that I stopped trying soon enough. Hence in this marriage of mine,there's a flow too,where we both are moving parallelly as just being the parents of two.That's life now.But yeah,I do love my kids.
And now I fear my unborn kid's arrival and what will the future hold for the kid, yet truth be told I can't compel myself to keep distance from Blue.She's my sail and anchor in the turbulent waters....
Few days back only,I got to know that Blue invested all of her monthly incomes to buy some shares.Clever move I would say but for this too she might have compensated her sleep too...
Nowadays the only reins I can control are that of my company. Each day I brainstorm for its betterment and growth,more so because it's my creation with several hundred others.
Take today for an instance.Just as I got out of my car,the old doorman greeted whom I nearly passed by without much of an acknowledgement but then a thought stuck me and retraced my steps back to smile back at him.That man having received my reciprocation, got all giddy and trust me that happiness made my day....I felt less monstrous that day...
Blue did that each day and I am kinda thankful that it sinked within me too.A little smile can mend the hearts,she used to say.