They both had a lot going through their minds.
Changyu was scared of asking him anything. As much as she was curious to know why he did what he did and why he preferred Helene to her, she was scared to hear his answers.
Besides, she was already too old for that. She mocked herself inwardly for thinking stupidly. Even though Helene was dead now, she believed she still couldn't replace her in Jianjun's heart.
What was she even thinking, he was someone who didn't want her when she was younger. Did she expect him to like her now even after what her parents did to them?
She had been stalling— Giving him enough time to ask about their child.
She had told him she would get rid of the child. But why wasn't he asking her now? Wasn't he curious about their baby and what happened to him?
She concluded that he must really hate her. Maybe he was happy when she told him she was going to get rid of the baby.
