After this day, nothing was never the same between us. We all went our separate ways and decided that we would forget all that happened between all of us but our friendship meant everything to me.
I tried to keep us all together. I know that it was my fault that he died but I never dared to admit it that I decided that I would just blame everyone else around him as I knew him the best.
But this day made us all spilt up but before that, I promised my self that I would never get close to anyone under any circumstances.
But before this day happened and everything that I said. Something inside me was telling me to go and support the person who had the light draining out of him.
I felt like I had to support Rain and to make them sure that he would be ok and that we will all get through this together.
This caused me to become close to Rain as his pasts clashed with mine. I tried so hard to distance myself from him nothing worked.
As I tried to distance myself from him I ended up getting closer to Josh. I ended up sharing all of my secrets my home nearly everything. But my feelings.
My heart couldn't contain the words that my feelings were trying so hard to repress anymore.
I had never experienced anything like this before. I think this is love. how should I know I've never had any of that from my family.
I confessed in an instance. After I knew I was sure of my feeling. I made sure what feeling I felt.
And decided to do it tonight...