First month of class-June came
I started my journey with an aim
To be the best, to mark my name
But I know that my life wouldn't be the same
You walked in front with a book at hand
With exceptional smile and an entrance so grand
Your voice enticing, gentle and calm
With a hint of cleverness like those words at psalm
Second month and July arrived
I walked with poise like a bride
As the man stared with prying eyes
But with gentle look, soothing and nice
Third month-August came
Free time and the start of games
But how I wish to be in a regular class
Or to capture the very essence of you and encase it with glass
Fourth month- September
Moments of my full surrender
When I realized that you already owned my heart
I don't want us to part
Fifth month- October arrived
Busy days, time to step up the pride
No time to cry, no time to falter
But everyday without you, I become sicker
First half was finished, five months had passed
But the love spell wasn't lifted, it was a continuous cast
And I was blinded by the past
Afraid to give my trust
November-start of the second half
I distanced myself but how long can I last
If in everyday I wake up, in everything I see
It reminds me of every moment cherished with you in full glee
December-second month of the new start
End of the year, time to fill the cart
Everyday is merry, happy, but I'm sad
My heart is gloomy still, far from glad
January-start of a new year
My mind was set, time to look for new peers
But I can't help but to glance and stir
You still own my heart, you are still my dear
February-month of love
But I'm a free flying dove
No company or any other by myside
Love month but I'm alone in my ride
March-with the last full month
I learned to be bold but blunt
Not the same naive girl who once fell in love
Fell in love with you, or was it the idea of love?
April-with few days left
My heart is aching still with my feelings kept
Was it my fault that I fell in love with my bestfriend
Was it my fault that our friendship crashed with an unfathomable end
Five years we've known each other well
But for 10 months, I realized I fell
But don't worry, this secret I won't tell
I'll forget this feeling, erase it in my very being, in my every cell.