It was painful, so painful she couldn't cover her mouth to suppress the shriek that was threatening to come out, the scene in front of just stuck in her mind that it can't compress or accept. The people around her were mocking her and searing at her, for the last 2 hours she was running around the city to arrange sum of money so that she can save her brother's life but it was all for naught, her brother was never sick nor in the hospital, the people looking down on her was her so called family she was trying to save.
She was tired so tired but never gave up, the responsibility or love for her family members. But now all her delusions were vanished two lives she was living the same life for the 3rd time. at first, she thought that it was just some silly dreams the but it was as Deja vu for all the events 2nd live but now it was certain that she was not having any nightmares or some silly dreams but that she was reborn on the same day after dying.
This was her 2nd death and horrible and most messy one she was dumped in one of the dumpsters this time. She was dump in a dumpster! This was the most disgusted she felt in all the lives she lived until her last breath she was hoping that it was the last life she lived, but when she opened her eyes so see the similar celling she cannot even cry but this life was a little different because she was little small a little too small only 5 years, the second life she lived she always return to the age of her 18th birthday , because it was the day her family who she loved so much betrayed her. she only returned to her family because she was abducted when she was 2 as her parents said to her, but now she lived the life for 2 lives she was never abducted but was adopted because in her first life her so called sister said that to her when she was dying, she was killed by getting shot and thrown in the sea.
She stared into the mirror trying to adapt the 3rd time the absurd situation all the times she was in this it reminded her of her the room where she was imprisoned and was tortured for her ideas for business improvement. she was very hopeful and energetic in her first life.
As she was remising about her past, she started notice the room she was in it was the same room lowest room in the house the basement without any proper lighting or an air conditioner or a heater in winter. this room where she lived all her life was like a prison for her, she lived here for those two lives and on this third life it seemed irrelevant it wasn't that she hated living here but she hated being ignored and humiliated in this household,
she tried running away in the second life that's how she was called unfilial and hypocrite and she was living in the house because her little brother but the last life gave her the understanding of her situation of herself in the family.
She was tired now she will live by herself and create chaos in her life because wanted revenge in her 2nd life but was used by her family until the end she was used her little brother whom she trusted the most in last life. she learned now that emotions and feelings are just figment of imagination and hindrances in the road to success ruthlessness ad stoic expressions are only good traits of success.
She will never trust anyone she swore as she was brainstorming her ideas and goals of the future, as she was brainstorming, she heard noise from outside the door and knew that her so called mother has come
"Open the door you idiot, what are you doing inside its 9:30 where is my breakfast?" she yelled she was a typical mother who only had her and her son in her eyes as she was a person who values men over women, she always treated her like this so it was not uncommon for her to listen to her
"Yes coming "she replied she was raised by them but they raised her as a maid. it was okay when she came to the house, they treated her fine but after she accidently pushed her so called sister when she fell down the stairs, they treated her far worse it was as if they were waiting for her to make a mistake so that they cannot force themselves to like and treat her with a fake smile and a fake attitude.
"Make something good your sister is weak and is not feeling good "yelled her mother. She was also hurt during the fall but her mother is not at all worried about it but wanted her cook for her daughter.
She arrived in the kitchen to make breakfast all she could think at the moment is to run away and never come back the house she is living right now has 3 bedrooms with kitchen and a basement in city that can be considered wealthy but she knows that the house is registered as hers by her grandfather but she know that he was her biological grandfather not her parents were to her parents the house they were living in is given to the people who adopted her as written in her grandfather's letter