I had a lot of things to fix after release, but I decided to slowly fixed everything. Regarding this body's matters, she had a son that has been left out. I think of things to do about this matter later and communicate with my son (Owner's son) since I also had the right to see him even though I was caught cheating. If the father object, see if I don't beat him. Playing pure but mushier than my ex-husband? shameless!
In truth I admire the body's owner Beatrice, we have the same situation but she does things differently and chooses a smooth way for her son's future. When I think of these I can't help but helplessly think of what have I done.
If I never fight with my ex-husband would everything be different? I shook my head and thought that at least I have no regrets and had an amazing family now. What have I done, are already been done there are no regrets more other than letting my daughter experience the life of having no parents and living in an orphanage.
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I woke up early today to make a simple breakfast and lunch box for my two student family members.
It has been two weeks that I have been released, and I already am coping up with life outside. I always sent my daughter to school personally and sometimes my brother tho. I already check the state of the restaurant that my brother acquired and it was not that bad, I think a little renovation is only needed.
I pull out the chocolate cupcake I made, out of the oven and started putting the icing on top. My daughter loves eating this before and since I left her, she probably had missed this kind of treats.
I smiled as I put the last icing on the cupcake, and put half of them to the fridge and half of it in two different lunch boxes. I had already completed my task this morning, a simple egg fried rice, hotdog, bacon, and chicken sandwich for our breakfast. And plain rice, sweet and sour pork, and chocolate cupcake for my brother and daughter's lunch box.
Yes, I made lunchboxes for them, especially to my daughter to make up for the lost time that I should've been spent to her in my last life.
"Goodmorning mom" a cute voice greeted as my daughter came in the dining hall
I smiled at her and walk up to her and kiss both cheeks "Good morning too, baby!"
She just smiled shyly and nod before putting her small backpack at the chair beside her chair. I smiled proudly as how independent my daughter, looked she's already been washed and wearing her school uniform. though I'm a little disappointed by not bathing her myself. Why did I teach her before to bath by herself? sigh!
I help my daughter in her breakfast and call my brother in his room, he's probably still sleeping since he's been playing games until midnight. If I hadn't scolded him yesterday night that today is Monday, he would have a play until this morning. Sign, the youngster's is a headache to mothers. I think I didn't gain any brother but a big son!
I knock at the door and call out to him, I only stop when I heard his confirmation of going down in a minute.
Well, this is our daily routine, but I think I love this new life. Peaceful and stable, I didn't have to serve a husband and didn't have to think of negative thoughts that he would cheat on me. Well, my past life did make a big tall wall in my heart, to never trust a man's words.
I thought this peacefull day would never last, but I never knew that a certain young master creating havoc because of jealousy he felt when he saw her mother favoring another child.
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"Dad you told me, you will let me meet mom. Liar!" a young voice yelled at his father but his father just simply listened to him.
"I already told you, You. Can't.See.Her" he coldly said, ignoring the boy and started reading some paperwork
"Why? why can't I see her? Isn't your fault?" he angrily yelled
"Young master!" the butler said, clearly not liking the child's tone to his dad. "Don't speak like that to your dad, you know what your mom did right? he's just preventing you from learning bad things."
The small body of the child visibly shakes like a small tree that would collapse anything by a big wave of air. How could they say that my mom is bad? the bad guy here is no other than my dad! He was the one who let my mom cry, this is all his fault!
My dad massaged his eyebrows and looked at me coldly "Enough, I don't want you to look for me just for that mom of yours again. Even though she's not here, she still makes the house in chaos." the last sentence my dad said in a small voice but I still heard it, how could he be like this? Dad the one cheated! Even though I am still a child, I can understand everything, they think I'm still a child that does not understand the things?!
I could not help but be sad and angry, why would they always think that my mom is bad? Aren't they unfair?
"Why? Isn't dad the one cheated first? even I saw it with my mom? sleeping in the bed with other Autie lyn!" he angrily said and little drops of tears came out if his beautiful blue eyes. Is being an adult-like dad could make me become like him? If yes, then I don't want to be an adult anymore. "I saw you, dad, not once but twice! And you sent my mom to prison, you're being an unfair dad!" he said with disappointment and live the room with two shocked people inside.
The boy locked the door after entering his room. He dived in his fluffy bed and cried hard.
He was jealous, very jealous. When he saw her mom two weeks ago he was shocked and wanted to call her but he saw a small girl beside her mom. The girl calls my mother, mom and accepts my mom's love and attention how could I not be jealous?! that was supposed to be his position! Mine! How could nobody take mom from me?!
He thought his mom would call him that day, telling him that she's out already and explain to him, her relationship with that girl. But she never called, nor visit him.
I was so agitated, that anymore waiting and my mom would be snatch away so I pleaded my dad. But he told me to wait for my mom's call or if dad is not busy, but its already been two weeks!
I could not help but cry and blurted our, my and mom's secret. Mom would probably be mad at me and would not see me anymore, and would love that other girl.
I should have waited quietly, I promised mom not to tell anyone but I still tell it to dad. Thinking of these I cried, even more, thinking that mom would scold and leave me.
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In the big office, two people sat quietly.
"Master..." the butler said. Wanting to tell something but didn't know what. What the hell the young master said, is there anything the ex-madam didn't tell us what should have been said?
"I think there's something we need to investigate Damian," his master said with a very serious expression. "I know from the start that my mother is constantly bringing trouble but suddenly stopped and then me Beatrice and started to fight for the first time." I nod at what master's said.
from the start old madam, are not fond of miss Beatrice because old madam had already been decided to marry miss lyn to master. But as master fall in love with miss Beatrice and marry her, old madam angrily started to give trouble. If what young master said is true, then miss Beatrice might not be fooling with other men and instead have been conspired? Thinking of this, I started to feel troubled. What would my master do, if miss Beatrice had conspired? Miss Beatrice would hate my master and would not be willing to be back with him because of his lack of trust.
"You're right master, but isn't weird miss Beatrice didn't complain that time but instead admit it," I said hesitantly
"It was probably what cloud said, she saw me with lyn and...." master words stopped midway as the atmosphere became even colder. Even if the master didn't finish his word, I already understand.
Since Miss Beatrice caught master with miss lyn in the bed, she probably thinks the master wants to divorce her and raise a complaint by catching her cheating. Or she might think master is the one who conspired of her! with that thought, I could not help but look at my master.
Master it would be hard for you, but I'll pray for your success to bring miss Beatrice back. I sadly thought.