Ahn Lauren... a withered rose. A crystal that doesn't shine anymore.
After being ignored for many years and longing for love from her family by acting soft and pitiful now she regret all the most.
Her efforts, her time, her sacrifices to make her parents and sister happy means nothing to them. She is just a dog that happened to be born in withing Ahn family.
She is the the first born of the twins, but treated so bad by her parents. Her sister uses her to the cores she have no value and life anymore. For over 30 years of her life she never find happiness because all been shredded and thorns by Ahn Yiman the youngest of the twin.
Ahn Yiman a shrewd white lotus. Beautiful milky skin. With sweet round almond eyes that shines brightly whenever she talks to people, but can change into an evil and dark glare when she is only with her sister.
She loves attention, she is aware of her sister beauty that can thorn a nation and cause calamity among men. But she is also aware of her meek types of beauty.
Different from her sister femme fatal like beauty and her cold aura and intimated people around her, Ahn Yiman looks like a beautiful damsel in distress making all guys ready to jump to protect her.
And her warm and bubbly personality makes her popular not only among men but also women.
Even if she get close to many guys no women hates her because they think it was natural since she is very kind, beautiful and smart.
While in reality she is very stupid only knew about scheming, and targeting to scam guys with her beauty. Easy money and fame is the reason why she becoming an actress. All her works and exam scores perfect thanks to Ahn Lauren.
Ahn Lauren is a genius, she creates many popular app in China even one of the most popular and successes social media was created by her. Not only app but games also. She been doing this since years ago to feed herself, because her allowance was stolen by Ahn Yiman and every-time she tell her father he will slap her and call her liar.
Now she is 30 and alone, even her boyfriend married Ahn Yiman because she wanted to. Her parents force her to give up her boyfriend Lu Xianyi to marry Ahn Yiman.
She agree to give Lu Xianyi not only because her parents forces her to but because she knew even her boyfriend betrayed her and been going on her back for 2 years before the engagement between her sister and Lu Xianyi get official.
She is genius, rich and beautiful but she is lonely, pitiful.
Ahn Lauren touch the crystal vase that is on top of her table. She touch it with her finger tip, circling her finger following the curve of the vase.
She take it in her hand.... and throw it on the wall, shattering the vase into pieces.
She walks to the wall where the mess she just created and crouching down. Her eyes scanning the mess she just made. Her hand reaching out the biggest piece with sharp end and holding it tight, doesn't care with all the blood that starting to run down her fingers and pooling down the floor.
She walk to her chair and puling it to the front of wide window wall, she open the curtain and sit. She look down to the night view of the crowded and cheery city from above. A lone tear fall down when she close her eyes bracing her self.
Slash~.. she cut deep her wrist. It hurts but she feels numbs. Only coldness surrounds her. She wait for her time. She waits and waits hoping that she will finally meet her peace.
"I hope i can find my happiness in my next life"
Another lone tear following her wishes. Without her knowing her last prayer was heard by the Deity above.
She woke up. Not in her age of 30 but back to when she is 15.