Tina's heart was beating like crazy. It seems like her heart will gonna come out at any moment. She is trying her very best to restrain this feeling. It was totally new feeling for her, a type of feeling which she never experienced in her life span. Her cheeks were burning red as she putting her both hands on her chest, like she is trying to calm herself. Her eyes were tightly shut, she bite her lower lip and only one sentence came into her mind, "Why.. Why is my heart beating so fast?"
When Tina was somehow trying to control her feelings then suddenly Ching Feng's words came into her mind, "Just like being attacked by electric shock. I am trembling and cannot resist it." Tina remembered Ching's explaination about the feeling of love. The symptoms which is she bearing was the symptoms of falling for someone, these are the symptoms of love.
Suddenly she opened her eyes wide revealing a shocked expression and thought inwardly, 'Does it mean...' Suddenly she paused and frown her brows upward making a terrified look and continued, 'No way! I won't'
It was really a big shock for her. She never had imagined that she will gonna fell in love with Jim Chin. He was a nightmare for Tina and now she is in love with this freak who dosen't respect women and treat them as clothes. The biggest shock for Tina was that she never felt anything like this for Paiming, even though she liked Paiming since she first met him but she never felt this type of extreme feeling.
'I won't feel attracted by him!' Tina said inwardly after a while of thinking.
In a short while, after coming back in her senses, she frowned her brows revealing a cold and desperate look, she said out loud, "Never!"
Before Tina could say something forward, Jim interrupted her and said with a worried tone, "No, my love is true!" Jim is feeling totally heartbroken when Tina declined his love, so he somehow collected all his courage and tried to convince Tina about his feelings.
"No, listen to me..." before Jim could say any further, Tina stopped him and started to explain this feeling from her own angle, "Your adorer have been indulging your every whim." Tina move her head aside while explaining, but there was a glimpse of sadness in Tina's crystal clear eyes, as she continues, "So you get interested in me as I disdain you, and want to conquer me!" She paused for a moment and clenched her fist while bitting her lower lip before saying further, "The more I resist, the more you wanna conquer me. We want the one person that we can't have...."
Her words were coming to the end as she locked her gaze back to Jim, there was a little drop of tears in her beautiful and innocent eyes, "It comes from the desire for possession rather than so called love, can you understand?"
An electric shock passed through Jim's mind when Tina finished her explaination, it was really a great shock for him. He frowned his brows upward making a sad expression, "Not Love? How could it be?" It was like he fell into a pit of despair, pain and loneliness.
Tina turned her head around and said while walking towards the door, "Once you conquer me, you'll loose your interest, and you'll get bored and abondon me like garbage..."
Tina's harsh words were continuesly piercing Jim's heart. He was on the verge of collapsing but somehow got a tiny bit of confidence and replied, "I promise you that I will never abondon you!" Jim was trying so hard to convience Tina but it seems like Tina will never gonna accept his love.
Suddenly Tina stopped her footsteps and gently turned her head to face Jim with a gentle smile along with sad eyes, "Promise? By what?" Her eyes were showing sadness but she was also revealing a warm smile, it was that condition when a person gets broken from inside. As she continued, "Your wealth? Or your heart? They have nothing to do with me."
Jim immediately reacted on Tina's words. He called her name loudly to shut her but at the same time Tina also shouted Jim's name in a cold tone, "Jim Chin!" And after a brief moment of silence, "Just stop hunting me! You can lead a happy life and I keep on my own, both safe and sound!"
Jim raised his hand to hold Tina but stopped in mid air, he had a confused and sad look on his face.
Tina left the room leaving behind a silence. Jim was emerged in his own thoughts, there was a lot of things going through his head, he couldn't seem to find the answers for Tina's questions.
'Is it only desire for possession?'
'Or she is different from other mistresses?'
'So I feel it differently?'
Jim bite his lower lip in anger and there was cold, desperate and rage on his handsome face.
'We want the one person that we can't have..'
Meanwhile, outside of manager's office,
Tina was trying very hard to control her heartbeat but it seems all her hardwork is going in vain. This was an extreme feeling, this was the feeling of love and it can't be controlled or suppressed. Her eyes were tightly shut and she was thinking inwardly, 'Stop thinking of him, we are different in essence..'
She opened her eyes gently with her brows frown upward making a sad expression, 'I like Paiming! Right?'
Now Tina is totally confused that weather she love Paiming or Jim Chin because if she really love Paiming so what was this feeling? Why her heart started beating rapidly when Jim Chin proposed? Why this feeling never occurred when Paiming proposed Tina?
To be Continued:-
Author's Thought:- Hey guys! How are you all? Tell me your crush name in comments!😏