As the clock ticks midnight
My mind ticks endless thoughts
Seconds passing by overnight
Fighting the fights I've already fought
Loneliness accompanies me
Underneath my own roof
The roof that protects yet limits me
From the stars I've always dreamed of
Under my blankets I'm curled
Raining tears on the hurt I've taken
My disappointment and self hate blurred
Sea of regrets, pulling me right back in
Regrets swallowed my will
Always feeling wrong by anxiety
Wishing to disappear, to not feel
Leaving me as a forgotten memory
Overthinking scenes and fights
Falling into endless depth
As the clock ticks midnight
My mind ticks endless death
[End]
"Midnight Tick"
By: MysticalGalaxy14
[6/2/19]
12:15am and I can't sleep. Trying to write my way out. Making my brain exhausted enough to stop thoughts so I can sleep.
1 month before school again and I'm not excited. I still had tons to do before schoolworks starts again. Hope I can finish them all in time.
Wish I had more time.
Hope all of you are happy uwu,
MysticalGalaxy14