After a couple hours hanging out with lily, I went home to take a shower, I kept thinking about what could happen tonight. I could say something wrong or do something wrong, I didn't want to mess up, I feel like I'm getting feelings for him again. But why, he's just an old friend I've sometimes seen and didn't care about for a long time till now. After I got out of the shower, I put on a nice spring dress and a bit of makeup and headed out to the tea place. I walked in and he was already there, I wondered how long he was waiting. "Hey Connor, did you wait long?" I said with a smile as I walked toward him. "Uhh... no, no, I kinda just got here a couple minutes ago" he seemed really tense and I wanted to now why, "hey, are you ok, you seem tense"" Oh, I... uh"I grabbed his hand gently and sat down with his in mine"it's ok, you can tell me anything, I'm here for you" he gently took his hand away to drink his lavender tea in a purple cup. "Well, to start off, I have been waiting to see you for a long time, I needed to tell you something but you might not want to hear me out"" No, you can tell me, whatever it is, I will support you"I thought about all the possibilities, could something have happened at home or with a friend, I was kinda worried. "I just wanted to say that.......i need you in my life, I want you, I love you" things went silent for a moment. I could feel my heart pounding, my head swirling around the idea of him loving me.