Settling down in the room alloted with his baggage perfectly camouflaging all his arms and ammunations, Ansh then lied down on his bed and began thinking, about Shivi again. Down his memory lane
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When they first met after months of calling and texting, Ansh was still training and had to undergo approximately 1.5 more year of training before commisioning in Army. So he came to meet his long distance girlfriend, Shivi, in her town. Nervous he was, simply because most of his graduation had been spent around boys, discipline and ragging!! those were the tough days of training, but still he managed to get in touch with Shivi somehow, and now here he was on the very first date of his life, lying to his parents about staying back at a friends home and coming to meet his girlfriend in the mid term break.
It was scortching heat of June, he came at the given place as told by Shivi, basically it was her university gate, he was thinking about how she would be in real life, how would he start a conversation, how would he ask for a kiss, etc etc..
Just then he saw a car stop by, and a tall, fair skinned girl came out, it was Shivi, of coarse..
"Damn!!! she is beautiful more than her pics, Oh god!!! she is not photogenic, thats it, otherwise she looks cute."
"Hey, Ansh"
"Hi"
"Sorry got late"
"No not at all"
"So, ummm... lets go to my house, no one is there, like if you don't mind."
"Yeah sure, why would I mind, its actually hot out here"
So they sat in the car and within 10 minutes they reached Shivi's house. After few more chit chats and refreshments offered by Shivi, Ansh actually got comfortable, not nervous, Shivi was quick to sense it, " Would you like to see my room?". Ansh was sort of taken aback by the fast pace of Shivi, but in hearts of hearts he also wanted the same ," Yeah sure" he nodded.
Once in the room, he was first of all welcomed by the pleasing scent of room freshner. For the first time in his life, he has ventured into a girl's room, though there was nothing girly there but still he felt privilaged to be there.
Ansh was standing, so Shivi asked him to sit and feel comfortable. Though Ansh was comfortable but still wasn't able to touch Shivi, so finally Shivi made the move and sat besides him and asked him
"Dissappointed with me!!! Were you expecting something else?"
Ansh looked at her smiling, and thought "Damn she is so cute, why is she even thinking this!! and Wow she is sitting so close what should I do, should I kiss her!! No Wtf am I thinking.."
On the other hand Shivi thought that he didn't liked her, so she said, "hey its ok, you can tell me what you feel about me! I won't get offended if it is critical of me..."
Ansh then said," No like damn you are beautiful,and that's why I was sort of nervous, you tell... am I upto your expectations?"
"Hotter than your pics", Shivi looked at him.
She then held his hand as if it was some delicate piece of glass, Ansh felt the softness of her hands alongwith the warmth of her grip.
Back in academy, all he had experienced in two years, was the harsh hit of his friends and hard blow of his seniors, but here her hands were so soft, that he immidiately got intimadated by her touch, and the way he took his hands in her lap, he felt good about it.
Ansh then took the hand of Shivi and kissed it like a true gentelman, it was then when Shivi blushed.
He then proceeded to kiss on her cheeks, which became red, making her look more cute. He then backed, seeing shivi grow red.
Shivi, then looked at him in shyness, Ansh was trying to figure out what to do next, "Kiss her or should I say I love you first", but till then Shivi had her gaze down fixed on his lips....
Both of them had never kissed in there lives, but only seen kissing in movies, so Shivi did just what she had seen... One of her palm rubbed against the clean shaved, hard cheeks of Ansh, while the other one reached behind near his shoulder blade, and then with a moment of hesitation, Shivi locked his lower lips through her lips and then did the same with his upper lip, and that's how they had their first ever kiss.
For Ansh, chills ran down his spine, his thing had started to stand, actually stood, he had never felt this womanly essence ever, this love which was bestowed on him. "I love you", he declared.
"I love you too", backing off Shivi said in a very low voice.
Ansh then slightly pushed Shivi to lay down on the bed, and came through her side, and then they kissed again, his hand touched her breast, and then he cupped it in, he was now on top, kissing passionately. After that he kissed near her collar bone, and his one hand went under her top, "your skin is so soft... ", he said brushing his hard hands, who had mostly held ropes, during training, against her soft stomach.
Shivi, then stopped his advancing hands which were coming for her breast, and said," Not now, please!! I love you, but it would be too soon." , Ansh backed and layed down beside her, probably understanding that it just had been 5 months of talking, so obviously not necessary that everything happens on the first day itself.
Shivi then said, "Your hands are so hard, what have you been doing there."
Ansh explained her some training he was undergoing.
Thinking of something, Shivi got up, Ansh followed, shivi then unbuttoned his shirt.
"Too soon, you said", Ansh said in confusing tone.
"Not for what I am going to do", Shivi said smilingly, as she saw Ansh, shirtless.
Kissing on his cheecks, Shivi said, "Turn around." Ansh confused, not knowing the ways of ladies, turned around.
Just a moment later, she was pressing his shoulders, ".... remember, when we used to talk, I told you that I would massage your shoulders, so stiff, hard training!!"
Ansh shrugged and said, " No, you dont do it, you need not to do..."
Till then, he felt a gentle kiss on his neck, "Shhh... I want to pamper my man, now just set yourself loose baby"
With some massaging and some kissing and lots of talking, they made lot of memories that day.
At last Ansh was looking at his watch, from his head resting on Shivi's lap, "Time should have stopped..." he sighed.
"leaving...", shivi said
"yeah, its time, to go away from you..."
Ansh got up and kissed her.
"Go wherever you want to, your memories would stay behind and the hope of meeting again would be by my side", shivi said carcassing Ansh's head. "...Take care of your hands, you have to hold mine..." Shivi continued.
"You know Shivi, I can't promise a future, I have told you earlier also." Ansh said in despair.
Shivi then kissed Ansh to ease up his tension and said, " You just hold my hand, you never know, what if you need not to leave it ever."
Ansh stared Shivi and then kissed her for the final time, quite passionatly, and hugged her tightly, "I love you, and I would make it work"
Shivi smiled, couldn't hold back her tears and said, " Now lets go!!! we would miss your train otherwise."
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"Doing palmistry bro...." kshitiz smircked.
Ansh came out of his thoughts and just looked at him ," No..."
"Well I was thinking, after our undercover operation is done, I would date that basketball girl, damn she was so confident and HOT"
Ansh gave him a glance and said, " No!!! She is mine...." and then covering up said ".... I mean she is my asset, I think the girl knows something..."
Kshitij said, "...yeah me too, but still if we ever had to interrogate her, I would do it..."
Ansh now was jealous and said, "..but it was Shalini who was stalking you.."
Kshitij then thought about it fir a while and then said ," Well she is also hot, okay I would date her, lol"
Ansh nodded in agreement.
"Well lets start with our work then, we need to map the university, so that we could find some clues, midnight we would start. Do you copy? Captain"
"Roger that captain"