What is going on! Why are everyone making such noice? I turned my head sideways to see whats actually happening. To my astonishment the church which was decorated with lots of flowers and where lots of charming arrangements were done, now its completely changed into.....Wait! ....Its not a church! then where am i? i could see peoples pale faces and the sort of darkness in their eyes. I am really scared, and also confused . I started to shout and scream "Where the hell am i? Can anyone tell me? "
whats happening....Why no one is responding to my screams! I think i will go mad now.
And where is Amili? I can't find her too. There are lots of people standing but not Amili.
Suddenly i realised something. Something very weird. I could see lots of trees here and there .And even i can witness father Johan too who is i guess mumbling some words which is holy prayer i think.
But these ceremony is only done when someone...someone DIES!! crap! it can't be. Who has died? i quickly searched for my familier ones. Everyone i could witness , thank God. But wait ....where is Am!
Now i can hear people repeating holy prayers and also could find a grave too. No No No!!! it can't be true what am thinking. No Am , you can't leave me like this .No way you bitch! you were my only close one . You always supported me and loved me like anything . No . You can't. Tears rolled down from my eyes. I sat down on the ground and screamed like hell . With whom will i share things now! Tell me !...
I lowerd my head and closed my eyes. I can't see what is going on in front of me.
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"Father, please for one last time can i see her! please father! please" (started to sob)
" Alright ! although its not allowed but. Only for you my child. And now you have to accept the bitter truth dear. " ( Father said)
" Amili ! calm down please. You know honey, its not possible to bring her back . So please dear, try to be strong."( a male voice could be heard)
AMILI????
I opened my eyes in amazement and move my head to the direction from which the voice is coming. I am shocked but also really happy to see Amili alive! That means she is all right . Nothing has happened to my Am. Oh God . thank you a lot. It seems that she is married to that guy whom she loves a lot. I started to cry and got up and went straight to her running . I wanted to hug her and cry out loud. and also ask her why she is crying and who actually died. Lots of questions were circling in my mind. I want all the answers and i knew i will get it from my Am .
I hugged Am. And asked her.
Oh my Am . Thank God you are all right! what is going on here . Tell me . I want to know everything. Am really confused and scared. And for whom eveyone is mouring? who is that girl? and why are you so upset . Is she your relative? Tell me Amili. Why aren't you replying.
To my surprise Amili wasn't answering to any of my questions. She was just staring in the direction of the grave. I was really getting angry now. Is this a joke. what is all these nonsense... Can't she hear my worried questions? She used to understand beforehand my problems my worries earlier...But what happened to her now.
"Amili, my child. come and meet her for the last time. Come."
I am dumstrucked . Amili slowly went towards the grave , leaving all my queries unsolved.
What has happened to her. Why is she behaving like this. Today i need the answer . so i went straight towards her near the grave. and i saw Amili weeping like she lost her someone very close. I for some reason thought may be it is her mom but then i remembered her being an orphan. Then who was she.
i slowly shifted my attention from Amili towards the grave.And...
OMG! What i witnessed left me horrified . I couldn't believe at what i saw just now. How is this even possible! I was about to faint , but controlled myself.
I can hear someone screaming" Oh poor Susan! Its really hard to believe that she is no more. And look at dear Amili . How broken she is now. She was her so close one....They both were buddies .. best one . "
" Yaa Jack , you are right. I even heard that her family was also not a happy one. She wasn't happy and usually had querrel with her mom. How poor she was! God , may her soul rest in peace!"
But i am alive! i wanted to say to everyone. But how could i. As i can see my twin on that grave. Pale is her face and har hands are as if dipped in blood . Oh crap! how horrible is this sight." I touched Amili by her shoulder. But as if she didnt feel my presence at all. Oh no, that means am i a spirit now? ....a spirit who doesn't remember her cause of death yet!....
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To be continued....
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