"Hey! what's up Su."
Su, my nick name given to me by my best buddy Amili. We are best buddies since we were kiddos. Cute name, right? Although i dont like being called by any nick names, but her one is special. That is because she is the only one on whom i can pour my heart out, and speak out my deepest feelings.
You must be thinking i am the luckiest to have such a friend and obviously a family too, but in case of that family matter, you all are wrong! Yes its true i have a family , like all others have ,but to be honest , Its a sort of family which is empty from inside. No feelings ,no sympathy.
"Hey. " I replied with a sad tone.
I know she can sense my sorrow.
"Whats the matter buddy? its such a nice evening near this beach and you are full of sorrow! Ok , don't tell me you are again upset due to your usual fight with your mom. Cause i am really getting irritated by these probs. I mean how can you be so lucky toget such a " lovely gift" every now and then from your family members!....i mean its really....."
I know what she will say. She ,by this time, is very well aware of the mental torture i am going through. She many times even advised me to be calm and do what my heart desires. But i always took it lightly as i knew although i have my deepest desires to do what i want to, but the knot am tied to with my family have to be broken first before entering in the world of my dreams, which is impossible.
"ok ok fine.....now lets talk about something else. oh! i almost forgot about one thing!" I suddenly remembered one thing.
Amilis expression reflected exactly what i was thinking . She smiled a bit and said" yaa i am getting married." This is one of my most happiest day but the sad one too, thinking that she wouldn't be able to give me ample time as she is, now. But her happiness is mine too. I am really excited for the day to come! Finally I will be ,for some days though ,able to enjoy and get myself free from my daily tortures, yes! my family!. Damn it ! just hate them so much.
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2nd march
Finally the day has arrived when we all will have to say good bye to my most closest friend, my best buddy, my Am. Everything is so perfect. The decore in the church, the people ,...everything is so pleasent and everyone is in their best attire. Only its time for the arrival of our beutiful and gorgeous bride , our Am. Today am filled with mixed feelings . Happiness as well as sadness. I cant even control my stupid tears which are contantly flowing down without any reason . But today i am not at all stopping them. Cause i know its natural . I close my eyes to remember our childhood days. So amazing it was!!!
Everyones sudden exclamation cuts off my thoughts and brings me back to my present .....
i open my eyes in a shock....My PRESENT!
The PRESENT which suddenly twists and turns everything! every charming and soothing thoughts of mine suddently comes to an awkward halt!
What is all this? Is this real ...or its my usual nightmare? Whats going on!
....To be continued.
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