After Hypocrite finishes getting ready, we make our way to the vine wall. I'm not 100% sure if I can create an opening large enough for a human, but I'm going to have to give it my best shot. It's a good thing Hypocrite is lean and not a giant like Blaze-kun, otherwise I'd immediately give up.
Standing in front of the wall, we put my plan into action. I slowly force a hole to open up in the wall. I feel myself being drained of something and I start to lose feeling in my body. The view in front of me starts to blur and I can barely see what's in front of me. I force myself to continue until I see a blur of new color appear in front of me.
Hypocrite pasted the gummy fruit on the circumference of the hole as quick as he could. I watched as the blur of color moved away again and a warped voice entered my ear,"DoNe."
I stop controlling the vines and start to fall to the ground as my body was finally able to relax. It felt like the energy was sucked out of me, enough to make me not want to open my eyes, so that's what I did.
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*tweet tweet*
I open my eyes to an empty void of white. A high-pitched bird's chirp echos throughout. With no walls or ending in sight, I assume I'm once again "dreaming". I still don't know exactly what state I'm in though. I don't regain energy through this. At least, I didnt last time, when I dreamt of that...sparrow.
My eyes search my surroundings for the thing that made that sound. When I look behind me, I find a chibi-sized bird staring right back at me, It's beautiful magenta feathers are enhanced by the purely white background.
I walk forward as I continue to stare into those shiny black orbs,"You...are from my last dream." Once I get close enough, I realize it's not a normal-sized bird. The bird is small enough to fix in my hand. I check myself to make sure I'm still in my fairy body.
Yep, still small, which means the bird is the one changing sizes, not me. In my last dream, I was normal-sized, but the sparrow was able to fit in my hand. I look at the only thing in the "room". It tilts its head.
Looking at the cute little animal makes me want to spill everything on my mind, like saying everything out loud will help me organize my thoughts. I pet the top of its head and it's eyes squint in response. "Once I get my power back, I'll be able to fix everything. This whole mess I caused." I half-heartedly smile,"Just a little longer...until I can run away."
I won't lie to myself. My plans of leaving for a different country after all of this is over is simply me running away from my problems. Running away from Manbun and the rest of the guys. I don't plan on...fixing whatever relationship we currently have. I don't even intend to acknowledge a relationship between us. I can't...I don't want to deal with that stress. So, I'll run. Run like the scaredy-cat I am.
Faint voices start to enter my ears before I fall back into darkness. When I lose consciousness once more, a deep and melodic voice resounds beside me," So you think you're running away from from your problems? Haha, really... quite interesting."