I am Zoe Amber , and I am going to tell you a secret I know , you don't have to ask I'll share with you. But sorry ! as we all know truth is always bitter ...
The most scary event of a living being is death .Everyone will be petrified facing it . Everybody says death is horrifying , appalling ,abominable . but believe me its the most beautiful thing which can happen to a being . The fear of death follows from the fear of life, I am feeling relaxed and satisfactory. I was not petrified or horrified or feeling scary . Its so beautiful , I was feeling more relaxed as I was draining towards the dark . Its feels like choking but now I was free from that torment life now , No one gonna control me . Every thing was now diaphanous and inky , I close my eyes to feel the peace full arrows of death .
now , everyone was coming in my thoughts , my grandmother , My Dad , Katie, Sara , Jason , Emily , Ms. Brown , Jim .... and My Mother
The day when my grandmother left me for good , Jason and Katie became my friend , Dad's weird laughter and his cooking, and My mom's eyes but I don't remember her face I was trying to remember it but I couldn't ....
As my eyes are shutting down I am feeling heaven-sent and more calm.....
My eyes were partially opened , only reddish orange light was there .Then I remember everything I was in shock , was I dead , no I was on a shore . its the horizon it was so beautiful , it looks like pearl had came out nacre . But were was I , how was I still alive.
I stood up and saw verdure, everywhere my eyes could go only yellow shrubs. My leg was lacerated. I could see the inner flesh, I felt pain. My bricked leg were aching in pain , that excruciating taking my breadth away. My thew gave up, I lingered there for a while to salvage my tiddly brawn.I puffed as steely as I could, succeeding sometime I amassed my vigour and got up. I couldn't even felt my the ground when my leg adjoin with ground. they were insensated . I walk along the seashore for hours, I didn't saw a single living being. For an instance I thought I was undeniably dead. Maybe it was the tophet. But I was misleading my thoughts . Then I sat beside a rock Tired. oodles thoughts were going on in my mind "What was happening with me"." All I could remember was that I jumped into lake. But how was I near a sea"." We're am I? Where is here? There's no one around here. Where am I suppose to go?"
I closed my eyes and I was trying to empty my mind, I could hear the ripple of sea. And I could feel the wind blowing, it was dark now, the sun was set. Suddenly I saw a light, it was far. But I stood up and made a run for it. I thought whoever or whatever it was, u could get some help. When I covered up some distance. I recognized it was a house. It was not big but it seemed as the house of god to me. I ran towards the door and knocked the door, no one answered, I again knocked still no answered. 'stop! Stop! I am coming' someone shouted from inside. I heard someone was unlocking the door. The door opened, it was an old lady ' are you trying to break the door ' she shouted. She was tall, her eyes were green and she was scary. ' so, what do you want? '
She asked. ' I just wanna know what place is this ,I am kind of lost' I said, I was too scare to ask her for help. ' ah! One more unwordly' she said. ' come in, it's getting cold outside'. I refused, I mean not exactly but how could I believe her she could be an axe-murderer, I just stood outside looking at her, ' are you deaf or something I told you to get inside' she said, ' I am not going to you eat or something '. I was cold, hungry, my leg was hurting and I was tired. So I get in.