All of a sudden, Su Qianxun frantically got off the bed and rushed to the bathroom. She turned on the shower and let the cold water wash over her.
Yet, it was not enough; it would never be enough. She felt as if the water could not wash away her dirtiness. She took off her hospital gown, grabbed the shower sponge, and scrubbed herself aggressively. Numerous scratches started to appear on her pale skin, but she felt very, very dirty.
Su Qianxun no longer knew whether her face was wet because of tears or water. She just kept scrubbing herself. But even if she scrubbed herself until all the skin on her body peeled off, how was she going to clean away the filth inside her body?
She felt extremely despaired, and she kept increasing the force at which she was scrubbing herself. She scrubbed her private part aggressively, but what was the point? She was still not clean.
