I can't believe she's still thinking about me telling her she's beautiful. Just her pink full lips are driving me crazy talk more of her shape or the softness of her hands and hair that are still lying shyly on my laps tingling me
"You called me beautiful le.. She said surprise which amuse me more
...wait! Didn't she hear me before? Hmm.. I said in my mind deciding to tease her a little by not answering
"Le.. you just said that I'm beautiful" She said now looking me in the eyes anxious as if waiting for confirmation ..Fuck! she look so cute when she thinks.
"Uh huh" I said knowing fully well that's not what she was expecting me to say.
I.. I.." she started but I interrupted her by placing two of my fingers on her lips. Fuck.. how soft and smooth they are. I wasn't expecting to be this attracted to her and although I had thought she was my sister, I had prayed she wasn't and now with this information that we are an item I feel like I'm the luckiest girl on earth
" You do know you are beautiful, right?
"I know Le. It's just that you said it as if you remembered. You always tell me that I'm beautiful so I thought.. Just for a moment that..
"Claire although I don't have our memories now, I know you are dear to me. I can see it in your smile, feel it when you touch me, when you're confused and in my heart" I said touching her face, lips. Feeling her smile widen "I like you Claire ..so much and although my memories are gone I'm so so into you now.
" I love you Le.." She said as she hugs me "I love you so much and I'm so happy to have you here back to me.
"When is your birthday? I asked curiously
June 28 and yours is June 30 also our wedding day
"When is June?
"Next two month from tomorrow. Your phone got smashed and i bought you another one, it's upstairs. Do you want me to get it for you now?
"No.. I.. I, why is our wedding in June ..i mean since it remains two months from now and i wasn't in good shape and all. Why did you set the wedding date without us discussing it? I asked confuse
"Le.. You told me to. You told me you want it to be on your birthday and that even if anything happens that the wedding should still be held. I was going to cancel it Le.. When you had the accident but the only thing on my mind then is getting you fit again. Le.." She called touching my face softly
"I was just curious Claire, that's why i asked"
"Don't think of me as selfish Le.. Please. Although when you were with your memories i was the one pushing the wedding date forward. I love you and I want us to be together. Le.. Your health, wellbeing comes first to me."
"I believe you Claire, I really do" I said, assuring her
"Okay.. So what's your next question? She asks smiling
"My parents and siblings. Don't I have one?
"You do but they are gone" she said making something in me awake. I guess it's the feeling of knowing you lost someone dear to you but that feeling didn't bring out any tears or sadness. Although the feeling is there disturbing my heart I still don't know them and knowing that i have no memories of them whether they were good people or bad people made me a little upset and sad but more disturbed and that question that I've been dying to get an answer for pop out by itself
"Why? How?
" that.."she starts but I stopped her not knowing why. Maybe it's because of the look on her face or the sadness in her eyes or maybe I'm just not ready to hear any details of how I was abandoned or their death. Whichever one I'm not yet ready.
Le.." She called worriedly
"Don't worry Claire I'm not gonna cry. I don't remember them. I don't wanna cry now and cry again when i get my memories back. What about yours?
"They are okay, they have been waiting for you to open your beautiful eyes and I have two siblings. Are you hungry or tired" she asked taking my yawn as a sign of hunger or tiredness which it is but more of tiredness
"I guess both.." I replied ready to stand
"The food is no P and the water... Well just have to heat it up a little and our bed is set so all we have to do now is shower, eat and sleep. Yeah?"
Yeah? I replied smiling as she kissed my cheek smiling too. While holding my hand she assists me to the bathroom