Ru felt a little strange as she listened to him to say that he was willing to cross the border of insanity as long as it meant he'd feel close to her. She really didn't know what to say or how to feel about this situation.
This kind of feeling could only be considered as another first for Young Master Ru.
However, with that strange feeling that she couldn't describe in words came an uneasy feeling as well. So what if he was willing to go beyond insanity. He would still be far apart from her. Her catastrophic, profane, and cryptic insanity was even beyond her own understanding. How was a pure and simple person like him could ever come even close to understanding her?
People like him could only despise people like her. They would hardly put an effort into understanding the latter.
Even though she could see that Zhiren was willing to understand her, she knew he wouldn't be able to handle it.
