"Ahhh!!" I yell as I wake up from a nightmare. I feel my forehead as I stand up from my bed. I live by myself. Alone, where no one can help me.
I start getting ready to go to school putting on a tight black t shirt and black ripped skinny jeans. I never really liked other colors for some reason, as i leave my house my friend Alexis waits for me, he is so tall i belive he is 6ft and he has wavy hair, his eyes are light blue his lips cherry red.
"Hurry up we are going to be late" he said in a hurry, he grabbed my hand and he started to walk fast pulling me, i felt some sort of way as he holds my hand, I look up at him then said
"Where not going to be late we have like 10 mintues we'll be fine"
"Fine???" he started walking faster " we need to be on time now come on " he never let go my hand until we finally arrived at school. We split our ways since we didn't really have classes together. I went into my math class thinking of my dream wondering why i dreamt it.
"Mr.Torres!" Mr.Camron said slamming his hand on my desk "Focus or else you will get detention " , he walks away angry but continues to teach the class but i still didn't focus mind went to Alexis thinking of his hand with mine.
*Lunch Time* "So you wanna hang out after school?" Alexis says as he eats his lunch
"Sure, but where though" i look at his eyes then to his lips, why was i feeling this way about him he is my friend and I don't want to ruin that
"My house you can sleep over if you want doesn't matter to me " he finishes eating than looks at me and smiles, why do i feel this way?
"Okay see you after school" we split our ways again then my mind thinks of him through out my classes, i thought about his lips his eyes then i realize i liked him. I tried thinking the opposite saying to myself it's not true and I'm just being over dramatic , but was i really?
*After school* Alexis walks to me and i continue walking towards him also "Ready?" His eyes sparkle and he smiles showing his dimples, i turn red a bit smiling then i try to act normal again.
"Yeah sure let's go" I start to walk with him looking down, he looks at me his hair going to the side and his blue eyes look at me, as i look at him I had faced the point i fell in love with him, knowing him since 1st grade how couldn't I.
"You okay? You been acting weird" He says smiling then looks down, I wanted to tell him but I knew that if I did he might not want to be my friend anymore.
"Yeah, it's just I had a nightmare of somthing that's all", I smile at him then we arrive at his house he opens the door for me, "Thanks" I walk in looking around.
"Sorry for the mess my parents are here they left for a vaction they will be back in a couple months"
"Are you kidding me?!?!" I say in shock "I never seen your house it's so big " I smile at him and he looks at me smiling in a way i never saw him look at me before "What?"
"Nothing You're just.....never mind" he walks up tp his room and i follow wanting to know what he was going to say
"What Tell me please" he laughs and smiles he doesn't answer me until we go into his bedroom.
"I was going to say something but i think I rather not", his room is huge his bed in a corner and his room fill with posters of games and bands he had a desk full with papers and a computer "Well I'm going to change into somthing else", he takes hos shirt off but i look away
"Well I guess i should wait then down stairs" walks away to the living room, I sit down on the couch than turns on the t.v watching something random. He soon comes down in sweat pants and socks but without a shirt he sits next to me his arm stretches around me
"So what we watching?" he looks at me than the t.v, I sit their my face turning red and getting anxiety
"Ummm , F-f-friends" I try talking in mu regular voice but him close to me made me stutter, he had always joke around this pretending I was his "boyfriend" and I never really cared until now for some reason
"I think i want to ask this person out in school", my heart drops those words hurt me for some reason, knowing he is going to be with someone else made me jealouse at the same time sad....