Back to the present situation....
Meilin's grip on the fork tightened; she has always been a person who was flawed. Around 6 months ago, she went into a coma, she didn't remember anything clearly from her time in it, but it seems she was affected by whatever she saw when she was in a coma, even she felt that her weakness towards ZiXuan had become more glaringly visible and she was even more sensitive when it came to him..... and this girl beside her, Xun Luli, gave her the worst feeling of them all!
She knew it was very very impulsive and immoral on her part; she knew she was being contradictory; she was avoiding Zixuan as a love interest because she was aware of the potential danger she would put him in, in case they became a couple, she thought that as long as she was able to stay by his side and protect him, everything would be alright, but it seems her heart was too feeble and not immune to the sin of greed.