If only a dog bites a dog, she didn't mind being a devil incarnate to kill that demon!!!
Those people were not worthy to live a life.... she felt an immense hatred towards them, without knowing she had taken him into her embrace.
She wanted to make sure that he knew that she was here and will always be here.
She didn't want to feel pity for him because the ZiXuan of back then was strong, stronger than anyone else... he didn't deserve a superficial feeling like 'pity', still, she couldn't help but feel angry, if she was a bit older... she could have saved him earlier, she knew that the past couldn't be changed, but for now, she wanted him to feel safe and know that he was very important to her...
ZiXuan had almost forgotten those days, after coming here, getting to know his new family, getting to know his Linlin, his wounds from back then were healed...