"Ah! Did you remember the famous novel unconditional love?" she chuckled lightly.
She didn't know why but that thought suddenly pop out in her mind.
"Ah I know what you were thinking" she stared at the wall reminiscing, "You thought that I like the novel because of the male protagonist"
she laughed remembering Ai Fei uninterested expression every time she open up that topic.
When they were kids, books were the reason why they became friends.
They both love reading books. As they grew up their relationship from friends become sister, a family.
They maintain that relationship even though they took different department in college and when they finally found their stable job.
"Well you thought wrong. Actually I hate the male protagonist. He's an asshole. He should have broken off his engagement before entering in a relationship with the female protagonist…"
she sighed as she was starting to mumble.
"The reason why I like that novel because there's a character there that has a same name as you" then she glanced to Ai Fei.
"I love that character because she always reminds me of you; that character let go of her love to male protagonist for the happiness of the female protagonist."
"I wanted that character to have a happy ending" she whispered silently cursing the author of the novel.
"You also like that, always putting the happiness of others over your own happiness"
She paused.
"I… if…." She stuttered, "If reincarnation or next life is real" she inhaled deeply, "I want you to be happy"
She touches Ai Fei hair again. Ai Fei always like to maintain her golden wavy hair long reaching her waist but she decided to cut it short to up to her shoulder when she got her job.
"Be happy, forget your past life, and do whatever you want, put your happiness first before others. There's nothing wrong for being selfish sometimes and lastly don't forget to fall in love and this time follow your heart."