   Hello guys so this is my new book and i now I'm suppose to be saying the title when i present it but... I'm thinking of changing the title but having a difficult time picking one. so if you have any ideas let me know, i will give you a quick sneak peek about what its bout to help you with your ideas. thank you and enjoy!
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Why?
Why?
That's all i can think of why me, why my life, why my family,why. But after awhile it changes, why not.
why not.
why the fuck not.
Crap happens in my life so much i tend to no longer question it but more have a wiling spirit and see how it plays out, but this year is my senior year where i will be attending Wolf High. Its suppose to be a really good school, well for the students at least the teacher are really laid back and really just don't give a care. yet its student come out as part of the 10 most successful schools. wonder how that came to be.
anyway back to the story, i had it all at first. i had the perfect group of  friends,  perfect family, perfect boyfriend, i was always the quiet, shy goody good. believe it or not there was a time where i was the nerd of the school i was picked on by everyone, the queen bees or plastics if I'm giving real detail about them lol. nothing could go wrong it was beautiful. it was as if nothing could go wrong.
i was wrong.
destiny changed and threw me into a drier and my whole life was flipped and tumbled down over and over again until i was nothing but a hot headed bitch, i was raw and would snap at anyone and anything.
it happend in the time span of 1 year. It was sophomore year and my mom was pregnant with my new baby brother. I was in track that year i always had a passion for running and i was going to win nationals. i was already there and just waiting on my parents to arrive and wish me good luck before my meet. My boyfriend Blake couldn't make it he said he had to work that week and couldn't get out but would have a surprise for me when i came back. i trusted him.
i shouldn't have.
i had won first place in my meet and was looking for my parents everywhere, it wasn't until  police officer had walked up to me and asked me if i was Ryan Johnson.Â
" I'm so sorry but you have to come with us, your parents were in an accident and are in the hospital." he said while leading me to the police car. during the whole ride i was crying thinking of the worse, and the worse was right.
i lost my mom and my baby brother. and my dad he was there for me for about a day before throwing him self into his business and never being home, hell call every 3 months check on me and give me money to buy anything i want. i never knew exactly what my dad did but he ran his own business but my mom hated his job, she was a doctor and though she was hardly home my dad was always there with me and my mom would make time for me when she came home.
but now they were both gone and i couldn't bear to run track anymore, i needed comfort in that time of tragedy so i went to by boyfriends house and went in since i have a key. i could hear shuffling up stairs so i followed the noise and as i opened the door the unbelievable was believable.
you guessed it my boyfriend was cheating on me with the queen bee, i didnt say anything i juss stood there and watched. they just finished and were talking.
"that was amazing" Victoria said, panting trying to catch her breath.
"yea like always, thanks vick " he said and turned to face her kissing her again.
" wheres Ryan? does she know?" she said as she started playing with his hair.
"....No she doesn't but she wont let me do more than make out and i wanna move forward fo i can win this bet already i didn't expect it to take this long she was a little tricky and now that shes in love with me i can use her to get some information i need from her father" what the hell was he talking bout, what information i wanted to blurt out but i just stood there watching and listening they haven't seen me since the doors a little more than half way closed.
"i kinda feel bad for her but she had it coming that psyco, trying to steal you away from me" the annoying dog said.
i wanted to see how good of a lier he really was so i took out my phone and started taking pictures, than i called him on his cell phone its a good thing he has sound proof walls i was in the room next door.
i peaked into his room and saw him look at his phone "shit" he said and cleared his throat.
"what is it"victoria said
"its Ryan , shut up"
"hello" he said
i walked to the room next door and quietly closed the door
"hey baby" i said i had to refrain from spiting out his name.
"heyy whats up baby girl, how did your meet go"
"it was good i won first place, only to be dragged by the police to the hospital....b-blake.....my mom died and my baby brother" i said and held back my sobs and tears.
".............I'm so sorry baby girl i wish i could be there and hold you....your still at the hospital right? " if i hadn't just seen him having this.... i would have never been able to notice the nervousness he held in his voice. i decided it was time to show my self.
 I pretended to sniff and walked out the door and opened his room door, "I've been standing here for the past 20 minutes" i say out loud that he jumps and shoots out of the bed so far and Victoria squeaks and pulls the covers over her body.
"b-baby, ...w-what are you doing here" he asks
i stand there and stare blankly at him before looking at Victoria who only looked anywhere but my eyes and it was then that i realized i felt numb.... to everything i didn't wan to cry and i didn't feel anything.
i turned around and  held my phone up " your gonna regret cheating on me.....the both of you, your gonna wish you never added me into your little bet" i say and than walk out.
"Ryan please wait, I'm sorry OK i was gonna tell you but .....wait what are you gonna do?" he asked me as he finally caught up with me and pulled my shoulder so i  could turn around he was hurting me his hand squeezing the life of of them i wiggled around until i was able to yank my hand free i looked at him and raised me hand and let it fly.
shocked was one of the many emotions that flew thru Blake's eyes before they settled on one, one that i have never seen, one that sent the tense air around us cold and dangerous suffocating almost.
he slowly turned towards me and before i knew what happened i had a bloody lip and a purple cheek. i cried as the pain began to seethe and i couldn't let my face go as i tried to scoot away, go anywhere but here.
and my life once again came tumbling down , Blake called Victoria down and she came down didn't even glance at me and left the house. Blake smirked at me and from that point on i was used, beat and slaved to him. it wasn't until one day after school i skipped and ran to the police station i had been beaten the day before and for half my junior year. when i got to the police station i went up to one of the cops and began to tell him everything and than begged him to keep me over night until my father came from his trip , knowing the second i stepped out of this building Blake's guys would turn me in to him and i would have been killed.
the cop agreed and the next day my father and 5 men came and got me out of prison and my father was different he was buffer, scarier, and had men following him around everywhere.
i remember my dad explaining everything to me that night. my dad was a gang leader back when he was younger but quite the minute i was born he didn't want me to be involved or be a possible target. turned out Blake is the son of one of my dads many enemies who he had killed and was taking his revenge on me.
and from that point on ladies and gentlemen was the day my life changed for the better or worse. i was no longer the shy, quiet Ryan Johnson, but now (evil chuckle) now I'm...
The Ryan Johnson.
cold hearted bitch
legendary Assasin
Street fighter
racer
and leader of The most feared Gang in the United States.
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hello my fellow reader,
 so this is just the caption of hook of the book, or eye candy to kinda tease your taste buds on my book. hoped you guys liked it. i will update the first chapter when i can but if you guys want to keep reading there has to be 10 votes and 2 comments on the first chapter in my book only than will i update the second chapter.  enjoy!
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