JoAnna looked at Jeff kneeling in front of her, and her heart cracked. She can see that he is sorry, and she can see that he loves her, she never doubted that even though their definition of love is different.
JoAnna never saw Jeff lowering himself this much. But she was afraid that if she goes back now, nothing will change.
She loves him to pieces, but this love is suffocating her. The two of them are happy and focusing on each other when he is done with his work, and with the attacks to the White foundation, and with whatever takeover White corp. is doing, and when there are no bed climbers… but she can't survive on bits of happiness which trickle through the gaps because he is putting everything ahead of her. It's not enough.
Jeff didn't find a way to live his life with JoAnna by his side. She needs her husband, she needs to know that she is his priority not because she is asking for it, but because that is how things are.
