P. 1
I thought you loved me, I guess not. I thought you were mad at first but now I get it. Hahaha, I've been so stupid from the start. What in the world made me trust a boy, a boy, in such a matter. Haha, I, I actually thought you loved me, no wonder it hurts so much. Sometimes I appreciate the pain my past crushes have gave me but most of it I regret. You are the only one I appreciate, thankyou, thankyou... for the pain. I honestly think I'm becoming emotionless, I don't think it's Because of my friends or you. I think it's the experience of emotions life has put me threw, emptiness... is that an emotion?. Well I'd say that emotions I used to feel towards you is slowly fading into disapointment because... because I really thought you were the one. I guess now you might hate me, well if you knew, you would probably hate me. I'm sorry for this, But I don't need someone to love me, not anymore, I wish for no more pain... Please... please. Lately not even the up coming of death has made me cry. I smile and laugh around those I truely trust and love (as friends), I support them in any situation that they need me too. I promise you that I won't bother you anymore, I have no need too.
P.2
I'm sure you'll find a girl that will pay full attention too you... ( •́ㅿ•̀. ) who will laugh at all your jokes... ( •́ㅿ•̀. ) give you compliments... ( •́ㅿ•̀. ) help you when your down... ( •́ㅿ•̀. ) who will be there... ( •́ㅿ•̀. ) who won't give up on you... ( •́ㅿ•̀. ) someone who will trust you... believe in you... love you... ( •́ㅿ•̀. )... all just like I did, I'm sorry... (๑• - •`๑)... I think, I... I think that, I THINK THAT I MIGHT STILL LOVE YOU... (๑•́o•̀๑). I'm sorry, can you save me, can you help me, can you love me... (๑･ ~･'.๑), just like I love you!!!