ASHTON
14 TH March 2019
I m damn nervous when I reach the 2nd floor. Questions are rushing through my mind like- what kinda person he will be, a cute one who will make me fall in love at first sight like Liam, or maybe a kind of roommate whom I will never want share the room with. Latter will be better one because I'm not in the state of crushing on anyone. Mostly due to a catastrophic problem in my head called over thinking and when it comes to crushing I turn into that totally weird and insane guy who can do anything to be perceptible.
I stop there in front of the room labelled 7 A. I am wishing that I'm the first one to arrive here so that I can get time to cool myself down. But unfortunately, I hear a male voice from inside which makes it clear that I have no time to Instagram my stepping in the whole new world where I will be self dependent and experience the evolution into a new Ashton. Being Ashton from my experience is really hard after realising that I have noted some things I'm gonna say or do to nail my first impression on my roommate in my flight but super-unfortunately I can't even remember a word and quadrupled-unfortunately I can't find my bullet journal . To decrease my brain's speed of processing the infinite thoughts My phone buzzes and it is a text from Cindy aka Wonder woman.
WONDER WOMAN
9:45 am
THINGS to REMEMBER if he is a cute and totally your type-
* Don't be too creative over making fantasies with the guy because of which u have to regret wasting your time instead of studying
* *Don't try to stalk him because there are rules you gotta follow and in case he complained your goofy behaviour,then your wonder woman wont be able to help you.
ASH
9:47 am
OK momma.
I put my phone into my pocket. I close my eyes and start taking a deep breath.
"Hey, dude, are you gonna stand here all day? I'm watching you from the peephole for nearly fifteen minutes. "
I'm going to have a heart attack and it's like I have no air left around me to inhale when I hear this honeyed voice which makes my ear melt. He is wearing a super cute pink sweatshir, the one I only thought can be worn in kpop videos or kdramas by super cute korean guys. FANBOY ALERT:(FYI I have a complete different corner in my heart for Korean guys. Because I have watched almost all the kdramas of my favs and I m a BTS ARMY. I know that it is such an obvious behaviour) But suddenly I want to run out of his sight and even out of this world when the word peephole suddenly get struck in my mind and makes my face red hot.
"Fuck." I say without minding the amplitude of my voice.
"It's okay. Come on in. Roomie. Oh...sorry, Can I call you roomie?" He says with a flirty smile as interpreted by my mind. God. I think he had already noticed my body melting. I take a step inside the dorm and I resist any fantasies to break into any of the brain cells."
" Ashton ford. You can call me that too. Or Ash because that's what Cindy calls me. Oh. Yes. And roomie is super okay too." I just want to explode because of the unusual- vibes -harmful-for-my-brain-heart-and-every-cell.
"Okay , Ash. Tell me if you want any help with the..." His phone rings and he rushes out of the door.
I sit on the bed and text Cindy.
ASH
10:15 am
Hey.. Wonder Woman.
He is cute. Actually the cutest roommate I can imagine and FYI we are the roomies. and he is wearing the same sweatshirt like yours. With the same "limited edition" written on it in italics. And I m surprised with same avengers action figures and other stuff occupying nearly half of his closet. I'm trying not to get my hopes high becuz he is giving me catastrophic vibes. Oh. Shit I forgot to ask his name before he rushed out to take a call. Maybe his girlfriend.
Wonder Woman
10:21 am
My soulmate vibes. Huh? ; ) Guys wearing this sweatshirt are no doubt, a limited edition. Gotta meet him. By the way. I'm really worried about u and ur fucking overthinking Ash.
ASH
10:21 am
F u for the soulmate thing. And for the rest I'll try. Xoxo
I luckily find a badge with his name and a photo with a heavenly cute smile.
Joshua Kennedy
Employee
Contact no. xxxxxxxxxxxx
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LIAM
14th march
I was going through my old stuff when I found this note in my shelf. I feel that every memory from the past, be it the magical ones with Ford and the darkest ones after my parents left this world and when I left him.
To the brightest colours of life
6th December 2013
I m feeling lost. And Lost in the darkest nightmare. Lost in the anonymity of this world. I am disappearing in the solitude, in the colorless life without all of you. I once thought that my life is becoming quite sane and I was feeling that everything will be better. Just for a second I thought that universe is finally on my side. But I have always been so wrong about everything. About you and mom. About ash. And Everything else. You both were my shield from the darkness and melancholy and I always knew that you both wanted to make my world perfect. But now everything have fallen apart. Please comeback. I won't be able to endurethis loneliness and pain. Forgive me if you can because I can't forgive myself.