My heart is heavy.
I see Kamiyama sitting beside me. He is holding my hand. There are dark circles around his eyes. I jerk his hand away.
He opens his eyes and stares at me for a long time.
"You remember everything."
I remember everything.
I look down at my belly. It's flat. How do I mourn for my child that I lost two years ago? I didn't even know about my child's existence. "My child..."
He purses his lips. His eyes are full of storms. I might have hidden behind my amnesia. But, he had to endure it alone. He wipes the tears on my cheek. "Forgive me."
For what? I want to ask him.
"For not being able to protect you," He tells me with a defeated voice. Is he the same Kamiyama who came to my house that day? "For hurting you so much."
