Such the idea that this was too absurd to be her life, drove her down into the pits of her depression. The coming dark of the night added to the mood as she felt the light inside of her dimmer. She tried to focus on the light shade next to her as she felt as if all the happiness she had ever known would disappear if she closed her eyes.
The sun did rise again, to quell her dark sorrow. She knew these thoughts were not her own, but caused by the drug in full withdrawal. As the light hit her face Ellie tried to sit up, but the pain from her incision proved too much for her to even roll over. Even so, there was hope, she had gotten this far already. Ellie knew she had to continue.
