" I was in dilemma. it was first time when I was feeling nervous. yes, I accept that I went to party, because I knew that he will come in the party. I don't know why I was acting so weird. now my head was in chaos, so I went in my music room. actually no one knows that I am a classify singer. actually I went to overseas for study. dad wanted me to study business management, so I can handle his business in future. but I love music so much. so I joined music course as well hiding from everyone. "
"when I feel sad, happy, angry, alone.... everytime I sing. that day after so long I went to my music room. I like play piano. it's sound is like breath of fresh air to me. I kept my fingers on piano and started sing a song. you know mom always sang this for dad. "
#mom#, this word was so complicated for Eva. actually she knew that Mr. xi 's wife died long before. she was very beautiful in her age. everyone says that princess yuxi gets her beauty from her. Mr. xi loved her so much, that's why after her death, he never married again.
(# how romantic.....but I think that old man was surely a playboy in his young days... oh, one minute he is same playboy now.... shameless man... 😡😡😡#)- Eva thought inwardly.
after she knew truth about her birth, she didn't get any chance to know her birth mother. but whenever she saw her photos, she felt immortal bond of love between them.
" you want to know that song Eva, let me tell you, when you were in mom 's womb, she always sang this song and dad always listened very carefully. you know how happy I was, when I Heard that soon I will get my own little bro or sis. after so many years, when I saw you again, I felt like I am flying in the sky. how badly I wanted to tell you that yes, look at me Eva, I am your sister. "
yuxi was crying in the video and same Eva was also crying watching at the video. actually she was angry with yuxi when she found that yuxi didn't tell Her truth ,but when she found the truth behind her mother 's sacrifice, she forgived her.
( this secret will reveal soon, not now.😊😊)
" oh, I am so stupid. I always talk nonsense. like as always that day I was very anxious, so I started to sing. ohhhhhh Eva let I sing again for you. I know that you never hear my singing. OK I promise I will again sing for you on your birthday .again yes, I had feelings for him when I first saw him, but I did't know that it is love or not and other side I couldn't love him because he is Tang. I was so confused then.
yuxi cleared her throat and sings...
(You only tell me, should I love or not,
Tell me about your heart, should I love or not,
I'll tell you so much on my love, I don't have so much control,
still the heart thought once, now that I've begun to meet, I should ask you once, you only tell, should I love or not.
tell me about your heart, should I love or not.
There were never such wishes before,
never had I tried to meet someone like that,
Disentangle my problems, should I love or not,
say to me within eyes, should I love or not.
You only tell me, should I love or not....)
" after that I controlled myself. I promised myself that I will not love him because I knew what will happen if dad will know about this. I didn't want to hurt dad for such a stupid concept #love#. when I returned to my room, suddenly someone sent message to me.
(# meet me in same place where we first met. I am waiting for your answer. love you baby.....#)"
"baby.... baby.... baby... is he calling me baby, seriously..... shameless man, I am not your girlfriend..... how can you call me baby.... , I was shouting like mad.
wait for me tomorrow, you shameless man - I thought inwardly. "
(# seriously, you are coward. you loved him and denied from accept it...... totally coward.... such a poor guy, rouhan....i have sympathy for you😉😉 #)- Eva thought.
" next day when I went to #love you too restaurant #, he was already there. I looked at him, he wore plan white shirt with black trousers. such a simple look but I forgot to blink my eyes. I wanted to kiss him that time"
hearing this Eva rolled her eyes and said -"(#again shamelessness, how can my pure sissy is full of pervert thoughts... shame on you.... thank God I am not shameless like you and your shameless dad... #)and she patted her own shoulder.
' I stared him for long time, suddenly his eyes met mine and I came back to my senses. he stood up and pulled the chair for me like gentleman. after some time he said -" I am sorry for yesterday night, if I said something wrong. but it will be wrong if I don't tell you about my feelings for you. I don't know that you love me or not but I want to be with you .i want to love you, cherish you, spoile you. but most importantly I want your approval, I want to know about your feelings. "
# his lines were very heart touching.it seemed like he opened his whole heart without any hesitation. but I couldn't accept his feelings, I couldn't accept his heart. I couldn't hurt dad , so I had to be strong. #
I put down my cup of coffee and said seriously -" Mr.. rouhan, I am very sorry but I can't accept your love. "
" but why? I want... ........ ", before he could finish his sentence I cut off him and said -" let me finish my words Mr. Tang. firstly I have no such kind of feeling for you #love# I think that you forget my reality. I am not a simple girl who you can impress by such a cheesy lines."
" I smiled mockingly and said " do you forget that who are you and who I am? I am not only a CEO of xi Corp , I am a princess of this country and I have royal blood in my veins. how dare you to tell me that you love me? do you forget the status gap between xi and Tang? do you forget that how deeply war between our families. "
# Eva, I knew that I was hurting him to much by my words but I couldn't do anything. it was simple way for him to hate me. I was feeling hurt when I saw his hurting expression by my words. I clenched my fists so tightly for enduring that pain. my heart was bleeding from my own words. #
I looked at him and said -" I only love and merry with the person who will belong same status like me. and I don't think you deserve me. so I warn you that from now on never call me again otherwise I will not hesitate to finish you and your family. "
after saying this i stood up. I didn't want to stay at that place anymore. but suddenly I heard his laughter. I turned behind and saw that he was actually laughing. he walked towards me and whispered in my ears -" you are so bad actor ,silly girl. I know that you love me very much and believe me, I am more shameless as you think. I never let you go in this life. "
he took my bleeding hands and said in serious tone -" and remember, if you do such a thing next time, I will punish you, without any hesitation, understand. "
I don't know that what happened to me that time.when I saw his serious face, I lowered my head and nodded obediently. looked at me he smiled , patted my head and said -" good girl, now I am going, I will meet you tomorrow. don't work so hard. look at your face, you are looking so stressed. now relax yourself and don't forget to miss me. bye..... "
"saying this, he left the restaurant. I was standing there like statue. I was going there for reject him but he was acting like I accept his proposal. hmmmmm , that crazy shameless man, how dare he to called me silly girl ?"
(#hhahahahaha, don't act like that. I know you were also enjoying ....#)- Eva thought.
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