Sometimes it is hard to admit reality, but this is the truth I have to deal with, being unable to say dad, or father ever again after that day when he left without a goodbye. Then it should be hard to call someone else father, but I had to for the sake of my lonely mom and my little sister.
My name is Ayano, 16 years last year in high school. One day I came back home to tell my mum that I have finally know my career path, but did not expect the news that she was about to tell me. My mum is 37 years old and she is going to get MARU again, all i was thinking about How did you forget dad that quickly, how am i going to say dad to someone else, How.. How..How??
Yet I dont want my mum to be alone all her life, I will think about this " I hated myself for being the one who decide fever even my mum's marriage, I kept asking myself how does it feel like when you have a man to decide everthing for you and have control over you but had to leave that for later."
I found out that life takes you where you least expected.