I Woke up in my dream and got ready to go to school. I left home and I saw other students who were also going to school. They were looking happy saying goodbye to their parents and i letting home alone. I saw other students meeting their friends while going to school. They were talking , joking and enjoying while I was going alone to school watching other people happy.
I entered the school went to my class and sit down at last bench alone. While other students were sitting on front with their friends. Teacher came in class and everyone said Good morning, everyone except me cause I never felt that something were good about that morning. Mam said are you ready for your test? All student said yes mam but I knew I wasn't ready. Mam started to give question paper to everyone and i looked at my question paper and it was saying to me "Just Give Up, You Can't Do It , You Are Weaker Then Other". I looked at other students question paper and on their paper it was written "You Are Better Than Him , You Can Do It". And I felt even weaker and lonely than before .
Test ended and i didn't wrote a single thing as i already admitted I can't do it so I though why even bother. Mam collected everyone test and After sometime the lunch bell ring. Everyone started to scream and yelling. They started to open their lunch and sharing it with each other and having fun. While I was sitting at back watching other people eat good food while i was filling my hunger with loneliness.
After some time games period started and everyone made a line and went to ground. I saw everyone playing games and I went and stand behind the crowd of students. They were choosing players to be in their team. Slowly everyone got selected except me they said they don't want me in their team cause I will make them lose. I didn't said a word and sat alone watching other people play. A student kicked the ball so fast it hitted me and some other student.
Everyone went to the student asked him if he was ok? If he need any help but no one came to me asking me if I got hurt or not? My head were bleeding slowly but no one ever bother to ask me about it.
And I didn't care about my bleeding for me it was running sadness not blood and I were used to it so it didn't hurt me much. School ended and I started to leave and I saw outside the school everyone's parents were their to take them home except mine.