After half an hour, she took deep breaths and felt more relaxed than before. After running her eyes out side the window screen of her car and collecting her thoughts reaching to a conclusion, she decided to return to her house without entering in to the hotel and leaving her work for what she came for.
Thought it was not easy for her to do something like that but she chose to remain unattend the things she was supposed to.
Sometimes, it's better to take time than ruin in impulsion and she didn't want to ruin things just like that. She was kind of person who admire and value things from her heart.
For her relationships were like the delicious dishes that satisfies the soul along with the belly.
If she was not fully ready to taste the dishes why would she sit when she is supposed to think carefully throughly.
So decided to take a break to clear her mind to make no mistakes and let repeat her bad luck in ignorance.
It was almost night, the stars were twinkling in the dark sky clearly and yellow street lights were lit up and shinning like marigold. Though Chandigarh the mostly street lights have replaced by moon lights but there were still some streets with yellow marigold lights.
As she passed through the sectors driving her car on roads and taking on different streets, She felt home coming wasn't a bad decision. She missed her city. The city where she was born, gone her school and then completed her university, running on the same roads and streets through her childhoot to early youth.
She had missed everything about her city and the friends who swore to stay in touch till their hair gets grey.
As a human being we desire so many unachievable things in our lives and these things and dreams gives strength to make them true.
This is the beauty how deep and clear a person can think and feel as well it's a curse to feel too deep for something and someone who could feel nothing for you.
Thinking and rembering her childhood days, she just wanted to go back to live again as if it was possible which made her chuckle.