I never really cared for love. As a child I would always hear that word getting tossed around, and I thought "why is this word so important that even my mom and dad would say it to me". I was about six when a girl said she liked me. I knew what that meant of course and I turned her down. We were so young so why would a first grader tell me that? Liked is the beginning of love, the beginning of big things, things I had no interest in, things I despised...
Why do I hate love so much? Maybe because people.aways gave me it... I might sound insane, but everyone always said they loves me, people I just met, classmates growing up, teachers even said they love me.... Maybe not in the same way but always hearing and getting it gets old, they love my grades, my looks, my attitude (I don't know how), and so many other things they just come up with.
Always having love makes you bored... Like eating the same thing every day or repeating your day the exact same as the day before... It gets old, and caused me to isolate myself. I never had "those" friends or "the one" friend... I felt like everyone would act in front of me...
My family has always been the same. No fights, we are very stable when it comes to finances... But that doesn't mean it's always been this way... we started from somewhere...