Cassie leans on the headboard. There are memories she can't remember. Still, she can't find the answers to why she is afraid to sleep alone during rainy and stormy nights. She thought she could get over it when she got older.
She can remember most of her childhood, but she has a feeling there is a significant part of her memories missing.
What exactly happened six years ago? Why can't she sleep alone on rainy nights?
When she arrives in Paris, things are good in the beginning. But since then, through time, she has become anxious and restless when it's raining at night. Grateful her Uncle Martin's wife had a daughter she could share the room, and she would not be alone during those nights.
Her uncle often told Mimie to accompany her. She saw him giving Mimie more money when she did that. Maybe that is why she let herself be blind to everything her aunt Lydia did as long as they wouldn't leave her like the rest of her loved ones that left her alone.