Rose P.O.V
I woke up, the supposed to be small faint sunlight that passed through the curtains, seemed as if is the light of midday during summer. I tried to open my eyes but I just couldn't bear the pain and could only manage to squint. My limbs felt week, almost powerless and I felt... alone. Like no one was there for me. I tried to talk to Ulrika but as soon as I tried to set the link, it broke.
Oh my god, what is happening to me?!
Then I realized that that wasn't the only thing bringing me pain right now, there was something that hurt even more so. My heart was squeezing the life right out of me. It was a scorching feeling that seemed to kill everything around it but at the same time, it felt cold almost void. I couldn't understand but I still tried to get up.
I... needed to go back to him, to make him realize how much I love him and hopefully, he would take me back.
'oh please moon goddess, I know I have not trained as much as I should have and I know that I did not fight back or even try to do so, but please, I beg of you. I will do anything you ask of me in the future just please, let him love me back.'
I was finally able to sit up on my bed but then I felt a pair of hands push me back down and the voice of a man speak to me.
"You can't, you should go back to sleep, you are too weak to go anywhere right now."
Huh? I tried to complain but I couldn't, he was right I was too weak to even force my voice out, let alone stand but... I need to go to him! I just need to or... I feel like I could lose him, forever.
I looked up at man who I recognized as the pack doctor and gave him a pleading yet strong gaze. My vision was unfocused but I could still tell where he was.
"*sigh* even if I force you to rest, as soon as I turn my back you would still go wouldn't you?"
With all the strength I could muster I nodded my head.
"Alright fine but stay here first I will go get you something that would help you regain your strength, and I will be fast, so don't think about escaping!"
He sighed once more and turned to leave but before he closed the door I could hear him mutter to himself, something about "kids these days".
Not three seconds later he came back in carrying a strange purple-blue liquid in a cylindrical glass, like a test tube but a bit shorter.
"Here."
He said helping me sit back up and tilting the glass against my lips to help me drink it. I felt the bubbly liquid go down my throat and it tasted like dr. pepper.
Hmmm.
I felt the strength returning to my body and fast. At that moment I just wanted to sprint or jump right out of the window just so that I could go to Devon faster.
"Don't think about jumping out the window, the last kid who did that tripped on the windowsill and almost broke his neck after the fall. Good thing the chicken broke his fall. You wouldn't want to know what happened to the chicken."
"Why? How? What?..."
"*sigh* It was thanks giving but some kids decided to get a two live chickens instead to 'save some money' and so that they could have it for themselves.
Chickens got lose and happened to be on the exact spot the kid fell on; one got completely crushed under his weight and the impact. Not that bloody though as some would expect. And the others neck was broken. Best chase in years of you ask me.
Some couldn't hold in their laughter after witnessing what happened before them, *HAHAHA* the look on their faces. Imagine, four fully grown men chasing a single chicken swinging its head around like a helicopter *laughs* *sigh*best chase in years if you ask me...well on their defense they were really wasted and that chicken was fast. Well then?"
"Huh?"
"You were in a hurry to go to someone right?"
"Huh? Ah yeah sorry, I mean thanks, I'll go now."
"No problem, come visit anytime, I'm also a licensed counselor, just so you know. "
"Sure, thanks again."
I bowed then ran out the door to the pack house... I can't believe I almost forgot about... wow. The pain was still there but it was much less than before and, I felt as if the burden got lighter. Wait, now that I think about it how did he know I was going to 'someone'?
I ran into the house in search of my mate. I'm sure he must be here somewhere. Heading straight to either his office or room i thought 'he must be here somewhere, why can't I smell him?".
Suddenly I bumped into a wall. Huh? Wait, there wasn't supposed to be a wall here. I looked up to find just the man I had been searching for but what I didn't expect to find on him was...
He was wearing the same thing he wore yesterday but I couldn't believe my eyes at what I saw. There were traces of rose red lipstick on his lips which I had previously seen on someone just yesterday and the scent of alcohol mixed with that of the same 'someone'.
"was it - w-was it th-that easy to." I gulped and held back tears that were fighting to fall right out of my eyes.
"Did I make it that easy for you to throw me out of your perfect little life?"
"Rose?! how did you- don't speak to your alpha in that manner." He spoke back using his alpha voice thinking that I would fall to his command like all his other pawns.
"You are not my alpha. From this day forwards, Icut all my ties with the Nix pack. Goodbye Devon. I hope you rot in hell."
That was it. I ran out of the house and shifted to my wolf form, a pure white wolf, bigger than Devon's by a huge margin. My tears were left behind as I swiftly glided through the forest and out of the Nix pack's territory, away from what I once called home.
Ulrika P.O.V.
Poor girl. I just hated to leave her alone but... I couldn't answer her for I felt that someone unwanted has made their way into our mind link. I grew weaker after the rejection therefore I could not put us into danger as it might pinpoint our location and what Rose's identity is.
Also, I could not grow any weaker than I already am so I purposely did not tell her that the only way to truly cut off the connection between mates is if she says 'I Rochelle Skye Hadley Evans, accept your Devon Osric Van Zandt Faulkner's rejection.'
I'm sorry Rose. I'm so sorry. I hope you will forgive me