It was a beautiful summer morning. The sun was shining bright in all its glory. So bright I could see it beaming through the curtains. The birds were chirping outside, the scenery ripe with blossoming flowers. However to me it did not make any difference. The world could have been on fire and I would not have cared. On such a beautiful morning one would wonder why I had such a negative and morbid outlook on the day. Usually I was always chipper, very positive and optimistic. However on this particular day. Try as I did to remain positive I could not wipe away the grim look on my face.