I don't understand …
Why do you always follow me like a ghost?
Even I don't know anymore that you are my nightmare or my angel
Li Jun Jie
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I don't know how long I spent the time to crying in this main hall. I am sitting on the floor and lay my back on the cold wall while looking up and thinking about my past life when I was being a Li Jun Jie. I feel so guilty because I couldn't do anything to save them all. I feel so useless. I take a deep breath. When I put my sense back, I realize I can't come back on the past so what can I do is accept all the painful events in my past life and let it go.