I will never know that his absence creates a hole in my heart
I will never realize that I am missing him if he had never disappeared
But my mind said every emotion that I feel for him is an impossible thing
Li Jun Jie
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For more than a week. I have to be with A Guang and Xiao Ran. I knew A Guang and Xiao Ran are good persons but I have to admit that I feel there is something wrong in my heart. I know that I look for Cheng Sheng Lin but my pride said that I have to let Cheng Sheng Lin get his private room.
My nausea gets better day by day. Even this is not easy for me but I try my best to keep eating something for the baby in my womb. I just hope this baby will deliver safely. A Guang prepares the meal for me in the chamber because I asked her so. She prepares a lot of meals on the wooden table in the chamber.
