Why his shadow is always following me wherever I go?
Bai He Lian
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Bai He Lian
Chen Lu looked so much better even though his face is still pale. I am so happy but at the same time, I feel there is like a dagger that stabbed my heart again and over again when Chen Lu said that I am just Yi Hua's mother. Even though I know what Chen Lu said was the truth yet I can't accept it fully. I also ask to myself how I become so low like this.
I come here and let Chen Lu see my bare body and hugs him like a couple and at the same time, he just thinking that I just a mother of his daughter. Perhaps I am the one who expect so many things and I decide to ended this affection because what I feel is like a wound and I don't want to thinking too much about my relationship with Chen Lu.
